Bruises of the soul...

Law...

2012-02-13T12:01:00.001-08:00

I gave myself the right
to love you as right
as wrong
to be the lyrics of your silent
song
to shine in your darkest night
as bright
the lonely princess of the bravest knight
who gave her his arms as a shelter
and they lived happily ever after
This silly
i get to become
craving for you to come
Home..

I gave myself the right
to miss you when you are around
but not quivering in my eyes
to listen when you don't sound
but your screaming moans madly rise
Inside of me..
million whys
I dared myself to be
that thought you try to shut away
and end up living its every detail
in repeat
that note you are afraid to read
yet you keep it closer to your heart
in pleat
That justice plead
you deny
that urging need
you live by
That fired sigh
you skip
in a soaking drip
only you can taste
secretly

I gave myself the right
to Reign
your unspoken desires
to stain
your revolutionary fliers
Sentence you to my dangerous zone
watch you roar
as you submit
Declare the war
For,
I already gave myself the right
to be that constitutional law
when the trial is due
Being in you
From that instant
infinitely.

For You My Forever Valentine..

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Resolutions...

2011-12-24T12:50:00.000-08:00

I failed
Again!
I needed to stop needing you
but i ended up
needing you more
Like the sea holding its shore
wickedly extracted...
Enchanted

I wanted to never wanting you
but i only kept
That Extreme Urge
Like A Spilled cup
Bewildered

Cursed myself
with words&tears
crashed my hopes
with swords of fears
bleeded to the core
what to do more?

I want to hate you
and learn the art of letting go
whispered to my Delusional mind
I soak myself in dreams
feeling you around or so it seems
killing myself with belief
your absent presence is my relief
or so i think
That way i sink
more into your neutral attention
That you simply expose
Beyond the verse&the Prose
Through the fire of your burning sighs
these unheard cries
Where you hide me
within the muse
Reading all your cues
laughing till bursting tears
in the sudden happening of silence

But...
I still shiver to your Undialled call
Run to your unopened arms
Dance around your Never mine charms
I still Hail
To your comings
And I still Fail
To My Never Accomplished Resolutions.

Rolling Dais...

2011-12-13T12:59:00.001-08:00

I tell you yes
then i object
I ask you to come
then i repent
I say that i don't care
all of it in one stare,
that only you can get
as i split
a Truth and a lie
a reason and a why
as bold as shy
I dare to cry
only with you
I dare to contradict

your black and white
my darkened light
I melt
when you accept
and i reset
in between your dais and bet
turn around that Russian roulette
just let me be,
your once in a lifetime
absolutist attempt.

play my game
call my name
whisper to the rolling dais
Your secret to My paradise
Then believe them now
My eyes..
when they insist

that gambler you are
exposed as a shooting star
knows it all
hears the call
picking the right trigger
smiling
as it would only cost
one reviving bullet.

Life Sting...

2011-12-02T08:34:00.001-08:00

You
running every moment
upon my forehead
like a tiny black scorpion
sloping down
There where i usually frown
crossing the cheeks to the nose
stepping out of my prose
dancing around the trembling lips
Here..yes..
sting me
till i bleed
plant your life seed
in that arid field
craving for all your poison
My life saving scorpion

I shed your darkness inside of me
for me to light up
no, don't stop..
These comforting pains
Your handcuffs and my chains
Feverish rains
Then i hear your voice
Bold&Husky
In You, My forgiven sinner
I soak in a delirious shiver
that i almost forgot
you in me..i still have got
your tune
bare dune
whispering heat
your voice
my fleet
the waterfall that purifies the Me
Standing there underneath
bare of the past and the future
spreading all my doors wide open
melted frozen
for you to step in
come!
like claws
your words pinch in my violated memory
dear is that felony
As convicted prisoners
we meet
with our eyes hanged on the running away time
floating like a paper kite
in the hands of a playful kid

There i am
looking for its sharp teeth,
your absence
so that they may rest in my heart
and let me sleep only then
with the peace of innocent children
Living for a moment
the fantasy of letting go,
poisoned with a love bite.

Actually Virtual....

2011-11-01T14:16:00.001-07:00

They say you are not mine
And that i am crazy,
For loving you so much
For living you and such
darling,How clueless they are!
So what if you are that far?
if you are that shining superstar
And i am just a few words away
a line in a mention
or a wandering verse if i may

what if all the being curls into some letters
some curved lines in twinkling glitters
some laughing dots
and at times some serious Nots
Breathing Hope and Despair
Smiling tears in a longing stare
this unfair

what Do they know?
about the yearning fingers
as your call lingers
tenderly holding each sentence
making love to your Present absence
shivering around the moaning screen
Exposed and unseen
This sensually Mystical

They don't know
what we don't show
so what if we are shy?
hiding behind a smile & a sigh
cuddling around the beary Caps Hugs
flashing animated kisses to space
Greeting whispers rest on your face
Making memories of our own
My Prince of darkness, i am your own.
Being "Your Aphrodite"
at an alter of the pantheon
in an Athens holiday
"Your Geisha"
at the taste of your first Sushi
During your Berlin stay
once a "Spanish guitar" ballad
in a "one man show"
What do they know...
that dancing smoke
on your morning "Black coffee and a cigarette"
This "Marionette"
only your being pulls into insanity and bliss.

what do they know?
how a simple "Yippie" makes my day
and a Capital "A" would make me sway
They just Don't
my woulds and your won'ts
Perpetual
As real as the actual
is our Enigmatic virtual my love..

Here i am
celebrating you in our world of words
blow the candles
make a wish
this ticklish
ia the thought of your dimpled kiss
That of you i never miss
Flying one more your way
Have the million kisses Birthday
My sacred ritual
at your linguistic temple
Burning Grammatic incense
Reciting your name in each breath
subjected to my actual
As Your predicated virtual.

Happy Birthday darling..May next year brings you more love,Health,wealth and always loads of blessings..Love you..Hope my humble words can slightly tell..

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Out of My words...

2011-10-26T14:09:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I need to lose you
To win my words,
to fight this me in you
waving my feminine swords
For you to leave my lines
And to reside in my pages
Read my vigorous signs
Fascinated me
shaken in a furious mess
sometimes I need to let go of your handsomeness
this fatal attractive handsomeness you really are
for a myth
Out of my own imagination
creating in me one more you
This creative me

Sometimes,
I need to gift your sweet smile,
your husky morning voice
your jealous questions
riding my sliding waves
your masculine after shaves
our wondering exotic hiss
To All the jealous women of the world
And You Still be.. mine
Until I give birth of a book from you
That no woman would carry in her womb but me
within your words i am to be
silken cover
in our laces of lust
That much i trust
This Arrogant me

Sometimes, I need to write you
More then my need of your love
To describe you
More then my need to actually see you
To cry you
To miss you
To crave you
To reconstruct your vision in my mind
To pause that me putting you on a shuffle rewind
Sometimes I need to ask the places about you
More than my need to visit the places with you
That even the places wonder
About that lonesome me..

Sometimes i need
To get sad
Imagining my life without you
More than my need to feel the ecstasy
of getting ready for you
stepping into my dreams
as beautiful as it seems
in there i dance you
Rhythm of life
That daring me...

Ahhh..
Your love took me
Made me forget to write you
And I wanted you ruling my inspiration
My only man and exclamation
I want All of you
hiding in my exposed self
shining off my time's shelf
the writer that i once was
and the lover i will always be.

Law...

2011-09-09T10:23:00.000-07:00

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Farishtey...

2011-09-08T13:00:00.001-07:00

Shah Rukh Khan on WhoSay

This man..
can
His fingers erase the noise of the memory
reshaping the heart
as a clean board
ready for the colored chalks
of the flying time children
with His innocence

This man..
sloping as mercury
if you try to catch him
you lose
the impossible bird
is a professional
in setting golden cages on fire
and ice

This man..
can never be imprisoned
not even in the wide infinite sea
not even in me
always traveling beyond his horizon
twirling along the wire
gambling in hell
His own paradise

This man
is like a fairytale
crossing women like a shadow
in the parades of motherhood
that only deliver red flesh of fascination
master of expectation
giving it all
in his sweet nothings
stills in spinnings
This bad & nice

This man
like a delicious magnetic mine
spelled in drops like fine wine
exploded within the colors of his absence
hidden around such attended presence
drenched in his aromatic essence..
I sink
present he is
under my skin
in my deepest sin
Deconstructed
as my one virtuous verse
redeemed
esteemed
the one who is as fatal
as Merciful.
And as protecting
as a Saving Angel.

Disastrous..

2011-09-01T08:10:00.001-07:00

Yes,i want you
I want All of you
just for me
now, this bad and instantly
like a damaging Hurricane
Bursting of the wise
and the insane
My reign
in you, this forever Era
guilty pleasures drain
screaming endlessly
Helplessly,
as you submit..

like a miraculous flood
i run in your blood
that daring Rush
you can't hush
spreading around your dehydrated skin
thirsty for my within,
you are
my dearest superstar
when we lose,we win
This evil grin,
I fetch
As your virtuous sin
I itch
dancing on Your every inch
drowning in the feverish drench
bare
unfair
wholeheartedly
that powerfully
My threat

like a tear that you can't stop
and a tear that you never drop
i want to be
your agitated comma and your crawling Full stop
the language you never use
the same words you would always chose
dripping as this favorite perfume
sprinkled as your own aroma,
having you All just for me
Like a natural disaster i want to be
this mad
this sad
and this selfishly.

wanna be your chammack challo..;)

By the sea...

2011-08-19T12:31:00.000-07:00

By the sea
only a you
and a me
wondering around that fairytale
my hazy inhale
your steaming exhale
our life in a breath,
we do spell
the sea one day will tell
whispered to me that shell
your naughty words
my girlish swords
so much happily,
Alive

louder exploded laughs
footsteps in dreaming graphs
shy initials
crossing a built in heart
childish games in the sand
tickled breeze in demand
large waves chasing that crazy "us"
all wet
we become
all set
as a shaken drum
for a round of love

So much that shell
could tell
but still
it is only one line of steps
that i see
and only that me
By the sea...
with a smooth round stone
as small as a world
and as large as Alone.

Your One&Only...

2011-08-06T14:18:00.001-07:00

From behind His words
She reached to his sense
Touching all his hints
Wickedly,
brushing his puzzles
Tenderly,
Unveiling her powers
Exotic weakness
dips of Scented madness
just like a favorite thought
she lingers upon his mind
Captured in a blink
He lips her every cell
only His tongue can tell
how much she craves
her vigorous waves
Rise
In his definite otherwise
She Shines in disguise
His immortal destiny
worshiping him unconditionally
Before Time,
they both are
that close & that far
their Home upon a star
that is twinkling
within Their Rhapsody
To her He is All there is
To Him she is His
Eternal Fantasy.

I dare you to let me be..your One &Only...

Our Celebration...

2011-07-17T07:51:00.000-07:00

The morning sunshine
smiled at me
tickled by the sneaking ray
painting warmth on my day
i jumped out of my night remains
sparkling tree
few giggles in me
those sheets of snow
tell stories we should know
by now
looking around
expecting to be found
everything is still the same
looking at my steaming mirror
I picked you out of my eyelid cover
inhaling your fragrance on my skin
feeling you around in my deep within
your fingers play
on my dangerous sway
as i turn
to hold your face
to land in your embrace
to chase
all these passing moments
to pause
for the time froze
with you
lazy droplets of water
draw my steps
on my way out
of the steaming shower

here..
two more steps
you ran after me
jumping on the couch
Our crying ouch!
filled the air with louder laughs
tiny flying feathers
as we cuddled in
Enjoying that pillow fight
we were happy
even if it was just
for that one night

I stumbled on your cigarette pack
only one more left
you took it out
then left
lucky set
it last touched your lips
now it rests between mine
as i curled within your white shirt
holding in my hand your coffee cup
and in my mind, a scented memory
of your first night over,
and an unforgettable celebration.

Be well..

2011-06-21T08:20:00.001-07:00

Then i felt the pain
in me
crawling in craving ecstasy
spinning around my every cell
so much of what your smiles don't tell
beyond the dark shades
your eyes were like fire grenades
smiling still
damn this will!
what you don't show
is all i needed to know
screaming in my silence
May it be me in pain
and never you
May it be me in vain
just for you
Rest within my healing sheets
just lay around its warming pleats
curl in among the loving words
let them beat these roaring swords
of disguised Resistance
Restart
so heavy is my heart

Float upon the surface of your mind
Be your own fast forward and rewind
you are life for me
as strong as it can be
yet as beautiful
you set me free
So, only Yours
Forever and more
a sea with no shore
our infinity

Be well
Break every weakening shell
My Little prayers weave your name
All my words just do the same
invite your power
to a healing test
let pain know you are simply the best
surrounded with so much love
My superhero will definitely
Refill
and..Be well.

Loud Silence...

2011-06-16T16:28:00.001-07:00

Louder
your silence roars
upon her shores
crashing your waves of madness
your screaming stares
those undressed glares
moan
on a loan,
around some plastic smiles
yet blue
yes, this you gotta do
but how would you?

roaming around your demons
they laugh at your pretended resistance
reciting your vows
her wind blows
in your chaotic void
still there
she is..still there
a weakened beat
taking the back seat
of your empty stage theater
clapping to your silent performance
blinking exotic grips
of that late night dream
or was it real?
you still feel
her freckled fever
smashing your olive turmoil
burning your soul
turning this strategic wall
into
beads of sweat
your ragging set
explodes
breathless
restless
An exhausted soil
is your mind
while her marbled hurricane
is free as a monster
inviting as a shelter
daring as a whisper
radical
like an evident solution
bold
untold
recited
like a satanic hymn
to your tortured self
tenderly reviving all the wounds
as sweet as bitter
you are still
eventually she will
set them all free
and be
your only heaven in hell.

Green..

2011-06-05T07:07:00.000-07:00

As tall as dreams
Trees dance
at His breeze tunes
Roses bloom
shy as a groom
He steps in
Sparkling skin
Humble smiles
kissing flies
From these cheering lips
To His heart

Giving back to his land
It has always gave him a hand
Beating as fast
Her heart in blast
ran to his eyes
All these whys
rest in there
in Her everywhere
He resides
Hidden and seen
Her own shining
Green

Holding that yellow lantern
Her book in the other hand
It is now past seven
yet she has light
Life now feels alright
"One day
i will become something
and provide my own rays of hope"

Talking to his photo in a frame
By the side of the wooden bed
A grateful "Thank you".. is what she said.

Villagers talking to Him

SRK speaks to the villagers by SRKdream

Green tryst with London

SRK's green tryst with London by SRKdream

RA.ONE IS ON...

2011-06-03T04:51:00.001-07:00

Wearing his heart
On
The G.One
Is the moon
and the Sun
Flying All around
The Protector
The One
Taking off from
Mumbai

Rising with humility
Shining in his Humorous wit
Too fit
For a kiss
and the warmest hug
His name dance in their cheers
From the heart
It is only the start
Of Eternity

Next To Chandigarth

Chilling breeze
Spirits at ease
The beautiful crowd
Roaring out loud
for the Master
Their own king of laughter
at his warmest look
as honest as an open book
He sets the next level
and On..

In Delhi

Words flow
where the heart grow
The Delhi Boy
Still feels Home
within the memories
Rejuvenated
activated
To bring it All
On..

Louder applause
shutters beg for a pose
Dimpled smiles
His million miles
always start
with a One step
And Goes..
On..

SRK goes city hopping to promote RA.One by SRKdream

From Indore

Simple black Tee
Denim jeans and shades
One more Question they say
The guy gifted him a book
his mother wrote
words tingled in his throat
He said to give it to the superstar
right from afar
His eyes glowed
once again
Then On..

Ahmedabad

A jubilant arrival
the crowd was hysterical
dancing on his tunes
Riding their dream dunes
touching his glimpse
following his steps
He smiles as always
even though tiered
his energy was wired
wits and fun
Through the night
in Ahmedabbad
He was the Rising Sun

And On..

Out of the closet...

2011-04-20T02:12:00.000-07:00

Half asleep
I struggled out of your keep
to reach my papers
tenderly cuddling my verses
that flew humming at your sight
In my twilight
I bless thy monsoon
converted by your face of the moon
into one vampire queen
too dangerous to be seen
rising at your midnight
like a fearless delight
doomed with thy power
and i moved a bit slower
taring all my years apart
only within you my time would start
you own my empire
crossing over to your fire
bare feet on a wire
celebrating my desire
and your enchanted life bite
quiet!
i am getting there
right!
underneath somewhere
fight!
or not..
I shall untie that knot
my fatal breaths
are desperate to confess
one truth that is bare
shining in a dazzling glare
yours..
is the day and the night
black and white
hidden and in between
burning sighs
around your neck
flavoring your ear with a slick
you blink
so i sink
deeper
within my paper
rhyming your presence
embracing my longing verses
anchored to your sailing ship
I slip
out of my life gown
just to be your rejuvenated vampire Queen.

Freedom Flag

2011-01-25T14:21:00.000-08:00

Today you can't stop me
Today i am rising
These dreams which haunt me
today will be dancing
on my striving tunes
drums of anger
Roaring danger
My screams are no more silent
blow as much heads as you wish
set this canyon with more fire
Today my whole life is on your wire
I am my own destiny
Today i am your worst nightmare
I am that fair and this unfair
I am this young boy
who once needed a dream to hold on to
a future to look up for
out of your maze,He needed a shore
a day to pass without feeling guilty
of being born
I needed a teacher who was not frustrated
a school system which is not deteriorated
a playground to craft my childhood
and a chance to listen to my own voice
a space to scrap my hopes
on the wings of a flying kite

It is still me
this young man who gets to study
what he has to
this helpless shame of what is available
crashing his simple needs into luxurious taboos
made him run into the illusion of a revolution
that could one day happen
one morning, while standing in the line for loaves of bread
Daring his tears to shed
As Life Lines never end

Today i am the one who will make it come true
Today you are no more in charge
It is Me
Rising out of Me
To the world of possibility
I am your now and My tomorrow
not all your canyons can stop me
I created my own dreams Today
Delivered out of the womb of courage.

This piece was inspired by this marvelous Revolution that is happening in my beloved Egypt. this young man who stood before the canyon putting his life at front moved me.May God always give us the power and strength to stand up for our own freedom.Bless him and All Egyptian heroes who are protesting for Human freedom.

Your Thing...

2011-01-11T13:52:00.001-08:00

Just do your thing
don't regret a thing
lets plant our tree
with your seeds and my rain
share the pain
just as warm
beat that storm
vent
don't repent
I hear your anger
as i bent
to kiss two tears
hiding in a laughter
we may not write our fate
but we do carve our destiny

They say "Great ones walk alone"
happiness comes as a wicked loan
still you can make it
then bend it and break it
Illusions of ecstasy
Out of the nowhere
you make it to this everywhere
step up into your impossible
be that extremely unforgettable
Rise,
in the madness of the crowd
fantasize,
Dance your silence out loud
These Lullabies
Of your awakened night
Laugh your heart out
Love is what you are about
Even the moon knows
For whom the stars pose
Their every single light
Serenades of Rhapsody

Scrap some smiles along
Listen to your own song
spread your wings and fly
when the tide is high
You are the reason and the why
as hard as the Rock
still as gentle, as a butterfly
savagely moistened,
yet tenderly dry
Sailing in your now
Hailing your own Tao
Enchanted mystery

You who nobody really knows
You who is all but what he shows
You who is darkened in his glows
You who makes it to my everything
just when you simply do your thing
Being what my life is all about
Rain and thunder
Fire and whisper
Flood in my Nile
Like an answered prayer
You, Come to my temple
Blooming my harvest around your Euphoric Monsoon.

Bread and blood.

2011-01-04T14:04:00.000-08:00

She used to sit right next to me
playing in the grass
even in class
back then in 2nd grade
when everything would fade
but our innocent smiles

when i was sick
she used to visit
helping with all missing lessons
when she wasn't around
i would stop by her house
and ask if everything is alright

those streets,
carved with our little steps
show
those playgrounds,
that used to hold our little dreams
know
our little secrets,
we only whispered to the wind
Me and my best friend

At Christmas we both decorated one tree
blew some candles in birthday cakes
in Ramadan she used to fast with me
I used to love these cookies her mother bakes
For me in Eid
Love was our creed
Me and my best friend

She prayed with me in my mosque
I lit one candle in her church
Her heart is all i saw of her
she only knew this human in me
we would never bend
Me and my best friend

Her first day of everything
we were together
when happy or sad
i was all she had
and she was all i need
why this greed?
why is it difficult for love to lead?
why should they plant the doubts
in the eyes that only knew love

I never saw that cross in her necklace
and she never noticed the Gilded verse
around mine
i only saw in her my best friend
and she always believed by her side i stand
Together we weaved
Our Childhood memories
just as Pure

So,you may blast all the churches you need
destroy all mosques and plead
for mercy
such hypocrisy!
yet, you can never touch that bond
of bread and blood
My best friend and I
still eat from the same plate.

One man show...

2010-12-31T09:50:00.000-08:00

My lips moisture
as they spell your name
when my heart calls for its beats
tears take back seats
when my eyes shelter your face
in a divine grace
comforting you in the front row
as my lashes bow
to cover your adoring gaze
lost in our maze

I raise my curtains
to carry away your burdens
and for a change be your host
within my arms you may rest
and be my only guest
and i would serve you my life and more
so that i shall live no more
without you

In your play i am an amateur
swirling around my powerful master
on my stage you lead the show
random flow
wild and raw
you are my key
when i lose my line
my refugee
that is only mine

My song would hush
in a favorite blush
once you lean upon my cheek
daring eyes turning so weak
I hear the cheers
of the joyful tears
that wet your palm
shaking away that ragging calm
in a moment out of time
we spell our passion in a kiss

All is one
equation done
curtains down
as we are turning around
to melt in that final act
almost intact
One more lifetime to come
One more resolution of love
Sprinkled dreams in a package
in your handbag luggage
Light,
Tenderly tight
Free,
we are to be
That Play of Renaissance
Us.

Crash these plates of pain
unset those dates in vain
be in me
My new year referee
and i would just promise you
one endless show
with unconditional running
and only your two clapping hands.
as our celebrating breaths setting the new professional formula.

Grammar...

2010-12-28T14:00:00.000-08:00

Dreams have another sound
that i know by heart
ticking to my soul
every night
rising to my fall
Holding on tight
As I call them,
Him.
The One and the All
He is.
The one who is nameless
Identified with my confusion
shapeless
like the touch of time
Endless
within me,
He is the Time .

He,
Is the one who is only few letters
of a love word
haphazardly visited with those,
"Don'ts"
shutting the doors of fantasies,
"Not's"
Opening the roads of ecstasies,
"whys"
Inviting the tears to roll
on lines of euphoric submission
and the "Hows"
that are Exotically unanswered
craving in His moaning silence

He is more then
a "No!", a "Never will be.",
A Happening He is in me
a "would it ever?" or a "when?"..
Then,
a stammer
between tears and laughter
He is not more then few numbers,
Those of the lottery ticket
I am playing with my fate.

Seasonal...

2010-12-21T09:02:00.001-08:00

I watched them all
holding me tight
turning this night
into a daydream of love
Lots of gifts
colors of joy
it was warm
around that tree
only i didn't see Me!
that Me, they all did
I only see you instead

I had to smile
walking this aisle
of hope.
I have been here before
where the sweet memories
savagely brush
this weakened hush
my mind keeps begging for
to fake some strength

That star on top
knows my secret
it shines for me,
with extra glow
perhaps it is time to go
my certain steps along the hall
for now,i don't hear them call
unwrapping their love boxes
of the season

On my way out
I heard your breath
beneath this wreath
One warm shiver flies
as you handled my eyes
resting my wanderings
to your unanswered belongings
in a moment,
I became that me
that you always see
when the others don't

Exclusively
I invited myself
to your Obsession
that me
I love the most to be
with you.
I know by now, it is that true
all i ever really wanted
for Christmas
is you.

Fluffy...

2010-12-15T03:56:00.000-08:00

Holding my fluffy kitty
I sat by the memories fireplace
Listening to the old stories
Told by the granny
To the little kids
About that charming knight
Who made the princess fall
deep into his heavenly call
When he arrived once
In her insomniac night
giving her one more chance
to live

Like the moon
he was revealed
in the face of life,
as her protective shield
Her beauty was his bliss
his lips, melting in her kiss
That she disappeared
Ever since
that mischievous kiss

Riding his dreams
He took her there
In his everywhere
She used to cook for him
Her thoughts for dinner
Inhaling his glories
out of her life breath
Cleaning up his burdening worries
with a tender smile
the minute he comes home
to her arms
She polishes her lips
With his all night trips
Weaving from his absence
Her cold winter shawl of warmth
Recording his victories glows
upon her royal skin
The triumphant knight bows
Submitting to her within
He gently slips
All his tears
on her cheeks
Smashing her fears
She invites the stars
To their night parade
lean upon the moon
at his darkened shade
her whole being blossoms
at his arrival
pouring within her bosom
his longing arousal
he picks from her eyes
her all day stories
she fingertips of his humming cries
all his paralyzed answers
in their kingdom of dreams
they lived happily ever after

One enchanted laughter
sarcastically cynical
Slipped of my screaming silence
chills in my bones
dreams extended for loans
for now,it just seems to come back
as the oak branches crack
In the fireplace
I heard our favorite track
Playing in the background of my childish mind.

Bittersweet...

2010-12-05T08:03:00.001-08:00

Too beautiful it was
like a dream
that never ends
in my eyes
you are

Too beautiful we were
burning in the steam
our love sheds
in silent sighs
Too close yet this far
you are

Too beautiful to last
this future that is the now
and the past
gray is our broadcast
too much fog
verses in a blog
frozen tears
swallowed fears
savage cries
unanswered whys
Lines of guilt
initials on the side of a woven quilt
trembling warmth
as winter comes
finally
when i once thought
all the seasons are here
only when you are

like a star
you smile to me
haunting my ecstasy
with your absence
painting my existence
with these unspoken words
you never said
these open arms hugs
you never spread
wearing on that lifetime moment
we never actually spent
around my heart
whispering in my nape
breathing your escape
upon my skin

dressed in your words
stripping off all boards
my melancholy
That all i have for now
is just a sweet memory
that is too beautiful
to pass by
without being slayed
in its bittersweet
pain.

Pretending...

2010-11-29T09:04:00.000-08:00

As if you are here
i paint the walls with your name
in scattered verses
and i recite them
to myself
loud
proud
of spelling you
between my lips

As if you are here
I wear your favorite fragrance
sprinkling your memory around your absence
picking the stars off my night curtain
trying to get off that heavy burden
of my solitude
within the crowd
dressed in my shroud,
i slide
wish i can hide
forever in your eyes
wise?
yeah, still smiling
within your disguise
ahead

Scented candles dance
in your aroma
i still keep the way you smell
when your skin has much to tell
to my lips
i still keep souvenirs of your trips
around my wonderland of secrets
in my fortified shell
i still keep you
this deep inside
where all my senses chaotically shiver
their mischievous survival
celebrating your arrival
to my dreams
as i close my eyes
sneaking off these desperate whys
and just feeling you near
as if you are here

Then i dance
with your shadow
and i stumble in your feet
shattering my hair locks in your treat
in my palm i felt one tear
helplessly shed
what is it that has not yet been said?
To you..
what is it that yet needs to be done instead,
For you to come..here!
once you were near..
now, all i have is this cruel pretending..
as if you are here.

Mine...

2010-11-22T07:28:00.001-08:00

It is when you listen
to what i don't say
that i
speak the most
louder

It is when you see
what i don't reveal
that i
shine the most
brighter

It is when you smell
what i don't sprinkle
that my scented aroma
becomes your most
favorite fragrance
...charmer

It is when you touch
where i don't Expose
that my shaken hesitation
settles the most
within your painting fingers
that linger

It is when you taste
what i don't serve
that my bitter sweetness
drip the most
around your fulfillment
arousing your marinated dips
into that savage
whisper

It is when i say nothing at all
that your silence says it all
it is when i fall
the most
within your deeper
moisture..

It is when i see you around
in all the faces
making this humming sound
playing silently all my chords
that you are
the most
dwelling wanderer

It is when i touch you
beneath the veil of time
where only you and i reach
it is when i close my eyes
and sail
to where our senses prevail
that i feel you
the most
Mine.

Between the lines...

2010-11-06T07:00:00.001-07:00

If you could read my mind
love
those thoughts that i wouldn't tell
my heaven dipped in your hell
this sacred taboo
I ink on your skin
shining like a forbidden tattoo
that merges from my within
dancing secretly
in your eyes
you are there
holding these letters
together
in a parade of glitters
or better
you are the weather
that swings me in all the seasons
at once
you land like a lazy feather
your logical madness upon all my reasons
bounce
these thoughts of you
I run to every time i close my eyes
haunt me like feverish lullabies
cradling my insomniac nights
to sleep
echoes of your whispers
sinking so deep
taking me to where you are
in a simple blink
why do you think?
why do i love you this much?
that what you can possibly know
when you see what the words don't show
If only you
could read my mind
pouring,between the lines.

Birthday Package...

2010-11-01T09:53:00.001-07:00

Psssst..You,Birthday boy!

you have a package
In your mind,
that one of a kind
gift
of love
I can see your shy smile
I can even feel your breath
held
within the ribbons
these red satin
stripes of surprise
what could it be?
yes, your heart is right
It is me

that everlasting dream
you normally inhale in the steam
of your morning coffee

It is me
those million women in one
your forever moon and sun
your thunderous pleasure
and Exotic lines of fun
your daring wanna be

It is Me
the wanderer
in your tiny details
the one
your presence she inhales
for life
Forty five
years of bliss
now i confess
If it wasn't for you
perhaps i wouldn't be
the one you now see
unwrapped
in your refuge

like a pure morning due
tenderly shed in your hue
that true
I am to be
yet your fantasy

It is still Me
the one who will always love you
selfishly,
yet,unconditionally
and free

Come closer
and hold your gift
not much time is left
till your are reborn in my ecstasy

hiding in my glittering blush
your gentle whispers hush
my twirling petals hum
your heartbeats dance on my drum
come
to where the night is celebrating
see, the moon unfolding his stars
touch, your time, crash those bars
Fly to the highest peak
I hear you when you don't speak
I feel you when you just be
the only one living in me

one
two
three
blow the candles
burn the bundles
of fear
a tear?
no, its one of joy
You my Birthday boy
bring it all out of Me
when you sacredly untie the ribbons
of my infinite offering
carving your initials in my heart
hanging around your chest
my spell
in hieroglyphic hymns
I am encrypted
deciphered in a satin package
that is that gently savage
now, it is the time
to taste
your own delicious Homemade cake.

Happy Birthday my love..may all your dreams come true, one by one..with love.

Don...

2010-10-25T15:02:00.001-07:00

He is that nasty
That beautiful Gangster
holding guns in his deep pockets
taking lives with dancing bullets
Hiding behind a dark Ray-Ban
keeping the child
exposing the man
playing with life rated toys
living these fantasies of growing up boys
enjoying the game
of the rational nonsense
claiming the fame
of his defeated resistance
at her sight
roaming his mind
for one more rewind
to get her close
to the one he once was
but then his laughter cracks
there are no come-backs
It is a non-stop tune
that is on a shuffle
his infinite struggle
with that daring Him
and that frightened Him
the child-man is having fun
Holding the moon and melting the sun
In her eyes
his time flies
for seconds
he is her vampire knight
sucking his life out of her night
then he gets bored
his agony roared
but she is still his weakening strength
arranging all his vulnerability
upon her lips
he strikes
all his wits
inviting her bits
to recollect in his fits
her presence hits
all his toughness
in the heart
that part
is still in flesh
pumping this nagging flood
that pours life in blood
and her name
his mind is in a shame
but it is never the same
when she is that around!
his silence is nothing but her sound
he is where she is found
brushing all his skills
the time comes for his demons pills
counting the dreams in that little boy's eyes
he mastered the art of smiling lethal allebyes

His danger calls him
for one more trip
Her thunder drags him
arousing on her tip
Car-sequence haunting
flying off that 300ft building
He makes them all in cold blood
charming death,
to sit and watch
giving birth to his seventh life
In her arms
the child in him still enjoys cartoons
craving for that candy and some balloons
yet His anxious urge
is soon to emerge
and he is back
again in black
riding his extremes
flashing his own beams
within her eyes
He knows it by now
whenever it is the time,
it is only by her side
that gentle whisper
rubbing his scars
that soft and tender
carving her initials
on the walls of his darkness
humming, at that shivering gush
the beast in him, would actually blush..
at her touch..
bringing all his pains home
taming his bewildered syndrome
of fear
so near
just like the breeze
scented
with his own aroma
driving his mind on a high speed wheel
His frontiers of Steele
keep her safe
inside that fresh part
that nobody knows about
In his heart
Sarcastically smiling,
pressing the engine to the maximum burn.

Your Geisha...

2010-10-21T08:14:00.001-07:00

Unlocking black strands
tangled around in buckles
floating in your ripples
I hide in your shell
all i have to tell
moistened within your lips
arousing my censored grips
I heavenly come in tiny steps
My craving drips
pour in your eyes
million secret i tend to keep
beyond that mask of smiling weep
those you would know
so much into me you grow
I tenderly shake your silence
defeating triumphantly, my resistance

Finally, in your arms
I feel that savage warmth
lingering
tingling
on your knees
My scented breeze
invading your senses
this oriental aroma
silken red cushions
inflaming confessions
black and white
colors of my soul revealing light
burning in your ecstasy
reaching your mind
I am all that you mind
all that you find
in my Samurai tales
is the way i spell the words
dancing upon my breathe
sneaking to your nape
in a dangerous escape
where my lips dare
to blush
red cherry taste
Exposing my flickering mist
around your dips
playing all my tricks
one by one
you enjoy this rated fun
inviting your wits
like the moon and the sun
we become the whole one
skin to skin
your virtuous sin
I dance in feverish bliss
on the drum rolls of your kiss
hiss
your silence is My myth
brushing my fears
upon your thunderous flesh
wearing your tears
pearls of my mischievous wish
bundled in Sushi rolls
within your lips, my flavor crawls
Beating your cold nights
Our adventurous fantasy
that much you are into me
My daring desire
sets you on fire
Turning the cold October chills
into some ragging thrills
living each line
of Your Geisha Memoirs.

At the airport...

2010-10-10T06:24:00.000-07:00

I opened my heart
to your sunshine
yes,you are that mine
I kissed your every inch
in my mind
sitting on that wooden bench
replaying the whole scene on rewind
embracing your fragrance
around the breeze
the minutes don't pass
as my feet hold the grass
I ran
followed by the sun
wearing your arrival
exposing my arousal
the time consumed my patience
Then, i reached the crowd
heartbeats racing loud
I got you a rose
rising on my toes
wish i was taller
to see you first
wish i was closer
to hold you tight

then the air suddenly lightened
butterflies twirling enlightened
in my eyes
I didn't know if i was still alive
that moment i saw you arrive
your steps invaded my silence
like i see my every night dream come true
i didn't realize what should i do
three words stuck in my throat
this craving "I love you..."
then i screamed them loud
with all my guts
they thought i was nuts
closer
your silky hair invited
my fingers to sink within
lighting on a cigarette
in a circle of smoke
you spoke
in a minute
i became all ears
hardly i could stop two tears
of joy
I stood there
you were everywhere
in me
droped the pen
and the paper
your eyes felt safer
to hide within
I just didn't know
heaven was so beautiful
waves of shivers flow
paralyzing my existence
but in a moment i was smashed
as your eyes fell on me
your smile was dancing for me
I was shaking
the world was shaking
when you stepped out of the circle
riding your warming whisper
in your hands i found my shelter
they were warm and cuddly
in your arms i rested happily
you caressed my trembling locks
your scent
musk and sandalwood
the whole world stood
still
"yes,i will"
I replied
as you asked
will you be alright?

they asked you to go
I felt that raw
and as the crowd split
the rose was still in my hand
so i kept running
and called your name
as if you knew
you turned in hue
"here, just for you"
closer to your nose
that aristocratic nose i adore
smiling once more
your opened arms
supplied my life with warmth
forever and more
I got to touch your hair
keeping you inside my everywhere
I heard your heartbeats chasing mine
I am living you, my sunshine
your lips on my face
blew me out of my space
"I will keep the rose"
you said
"and you,
keep the heart."

In her white coat...

2010-10-08T14:54:00.000-07:00

Lots of books
hold you in
where to begin
wondering within the lines
deciphering life signs
holding on to love
and spreading laughter
in her heart
i hear a whisper
Her time is yet to come
pure like the morning sun
she shines with her innocence
a flashing light
in the midst of darkness
one day
you will draw more smiles
on the pained souls
healing their flesh wounds
and listening to their desperate calls
i already see you
wearing that white coat
and a beating heart

Happy Birthday Junior
yes, you are that beautiful and more :)
may all your days be filled with joy, happiness and lots of LOVE..:)

This one is special dedication to my dear friend Lola, who is in her last year of Med school and about to become a very fantastic Doctor :) study hard junior! you are going to achieve miracles with your heart and soul :)
SRK is here and sending you his best wishes, cutting the cake himself..ha ha ;)

Curves...

2010-10-05T14:05:00.001-07:00

I know the lines
on your forehead when you frown
i see your pulsing nerves
in your neck
those ones i yearn to lick
when they bump

the lines of your lips when you pout
when i am what you don't talk about
your lips linger
to whisper
my name
burning my flame
with a devouring sigh
and an expert thumb

i know the lines of your nape
as it meets my lips in a soft angle
moisturizing mingle
they shiver
in acquainting trigger
the minute they press
your spine confess
my love
like a savage hallucinating drum
i come
closer to your shoulder blades
surfing on the lines of your back
vertical beggars
mystical dwellers
are my scented blows
as they embrace the wondering quivers
enchanted to my well trained fingers
painting my longing
reciting your belonging
to me

Feel me
signing in my presence
on your craving sheets
all over yours
hold me
as my lips would haunt your skin
spelling all my secrets of existence
to your dripping tongue
Our sweetness pours

shape my being on your chest
with drops of joy
would touch your hardness
to hear your moan under my softness
humid strikes
louder spikes
your silence,
i scream as my own
i just feel it when you moan
at my savage slides
tender collides
show ups and hides
you in me
eternal joy
perpetual bliss

what do the lines know
they are just ruling the show
resting on my curves
liberating all your nerves
melting our beings
into the One
let us erase the lines as we meet
let us erase the curves as we become Us.

To Farooq, with all our love...

2010-10-01T11:02:00.001-07:00

It is not just another day!
Today
is His Birthday...
The sky is brighter
as he lazily open his eyes
the air is lighter
when he lovingly whisper his butterflies
to the scrolling page
the sun shines
all the way from where he is
spreading the warmth on his close friends
his hands
gently whips their rolling tears
his arms
tenderly wrap their growing fears
his presence
powerfully enhance their safety
he manages their happiness
virtually but wholeheartedly
he comes in bliss
blowing them a kiss
from afar
like a shooting star
for them to make a wish
when all the orbits turn on their own
he carves on the stone
his tale
a real fighter wearing his heart
yes, my friend we are never apart
it has been written down
on the sheets of time
smile once more
and spread your wings
your soul rises around our silence
and our love will always be holding your heart.

This is a very special dedication for my very dear friend Farooq on his birthday,it might not be so much but he does mean so much more to me for words to tell.
Farooq,you are my brother, one i have met his heart before meeting his face, have the best birthday ever and know,you are our MAN we love you that much bro.

He is My Sea...

2010-09-28T14:53:00.000-07:00

"It has been so long
since you have been gone"
i heard myself thinking...
Wearing all my hesitation
I counted the stairs
on my way up
before the door
pouring my thoughts on the floor
as he opened in a watery mood
all i could see
he was the sea
this mysteriously inviting
this tenderly enchanting
for a swim
our lips met
in full set
sweet and salty
scented and misty
his presence roared
devouring my silence
currents of desire
passed through my wire
bare soul i shivered
his daring dots were delivered
moving within him
on the edge of a kiss
flooded by music
his being strategic
pained,like the steps dancing on the pavements of passion
under the evening rain, was my confession
bare feet wearing the lightness of our lust
the sea took off his black glasses
and his black shirt
dangerously climbing all my thirst
he sat down and looked at me
half of him was made of ink
the other half was the sea
He stripped me of my questions
between the tides
I was the ebbs
drowning me as his fate
his own liberated state
half of him became shyness
the other half seducing me
I was gripped by a fever of kisses
He pinned and rode me
watching my confusion
scattered in his illusion

I enjoyed his geographical mess
beneath his waves,i yearned to confess
I tried to cover,
under a quilt of paralyzed words and sighs
"don't cover up,
I can see you in the darkness of ink
I feel your mad pulse louder as you sink
only the lantern of desire is shining on your body now
our love has always lived in the darkness of the senses"
he said.
His hurricane blew away all my questions
spread like foam on his bed of lust

In contrast
the sea was rising forward
conquering my resistance
staking banners of masculinity everywhere it passed
with every area he declared occupied or liberated
I discovered how enormously helpless i was before him
His words,like his fingers
these gentle torturers
became matches burning everything inside of me
his virility startled me
as i wiggled in his arms like a fish
starting the rituals of gradual surrender
he suddenly stopped me
"Do you really love me?"
despite the distance?
and the reasonable madness?
lines he didn't say
I crashed them with a sway
His voice was a mixture of ironic pain
his voice has the delayed taste of tears
in a thunderous grip
he took me on his trip
Then,the storm had ended
the sea had left me
a corpse of love washed up on the shores of astonishment.
the sea withdrew,
implanting my body between two poems and two tears
but the salt remained,
as long as i remained
flooded
like a refilled sea sponge,
i woke up, it is 8pm
crawling out of my luxurious fantasy
getting ready to meet Him,
The Sea, storming his dimples at the waving crowd.

Just imagine...

2010-09-21T14:53:00.001-07:00

Imagine
you and me
the ones we dream to be
there...
melting like flavored ice-creams
in our kingdom of dreams
deliberately delicious
randomly lubricious
free
just you and me
flying in the everywhere
landing on our ecstasy
laying in our own nest
nurturing the breeze
enjoying the rest
next
just imagine
it was only a blink away
that we are never that faraway
and we would sink in our joy
break the world like a rusty toy
adventurous kids
tearing away the bids
lets play
the game has just begun
ours is the only way
as i always imagine
you are my Peter Pan
you are the hero and the man
coloring my plain life sheets
with your wildest palette
arranging all my lines on reset
for my imaginable fun.
the road is ours, as we run
you are my sun
and the daring moon face
your craving demons i would chase
me, that late night riddle
you desperately try to solve
you, my long lasting giggle
that your lips tenderly dissolve
let me be that shoulder
you lean upon when you need to cry
let me be that whisper
that you silently slip in a roaring sigh
wrap me around your weakened spots
let me be the sound of your helpless shots
sketch on me, your wildest lines
as in your eyes, i read my signs
let's take off where our madness leads
weave my dreams with your colorful beads

feel my hand
around your fall
greet the stage
bow to our storming rage
wave to your spectacular audience
my eyes,your lips,our madness
listen to your soul
moaning as i pour within
I am your virtue and the sin
our hell becomes
enchanting heaven
just close your eyes for a second
and just imagine
there are no longer you and me
no more separating numbers,
just us, melting in the One.

Girly stuff...

2010-09-14T15:15:00.001-07:00

Curling in bed
in cute puppets nity
exquisite insanity
hiding in my streams
uncensored dreams
you and me in steams
drying off my nail polish
flying away in mermaid fantasy
building images in my head
lines of you roll on this bed
dancing shades on your face
bring you close to my embrace
your steps at my door
scented breeze enchanting the floor
gentle knocks
arranging some books
pretending i haven't heard
knowing my racing heartbeats
you definitely heard
preparing my soul
to answer your call
I felt your breath
resting on my nape
like a falling grape
in your mouth,
i fell
in your arms
the warmth, flavored me
sweetening ecstasy
waves of bliss
erupted as we kiss
lips in celebration
souls in reincarnation
your fingers painting
yearning lines on my skin
colors enchanting
our midnight spin
wicked smiles
eyes wide shut
time flies
like a professional stunt
you lead your way
on to my hills
tenderly brushing
the exotic thrills
rising in my valleys of danger

wearing your breath
as my new cherry lipstick
blended with my 5th avenue drops
the world stops
at your arrival
put on your shivering pulse
a round of pearls around my neck
addressing your lips
my fashionable bliss
drowning in feverish blush
enjoying every single touch
picking of your eyes
my favorite look
reading in your mind
my lifetime book
making for your doll a home
in your arms
treats of you,
never enough
let me be
the woman in you
share with me
some more of you
you reign my mind
enjoying our intimate games
classified, Girly stuff.

Rainbow princess...

2010-09-07T13:59:00.000-07:00

She wanted a story
before going to bed
a glass of milk in hand
i had a long way ahead
in her mind
a journey of my own
she rules my moments
with her overwhelming embrace
her little thoughts,
we enjoy to chase
It is my princess speech time
go on darling,rhyme
on her toes
sweet kisses she blows
"when i grow up
i want to be a star
the one that shines around the moon"
why a star sweetheart?
"they live so far
why do you want to be apart?"
i said
she smiled at me
ran to the window
"I want to touch the sunshine rainbow
you always say
everyone who goes away
turns into a twinkling star
we will all go there one day
I just hope they have some candy
all my teddies and my cat Randy
I would take them all along
you can come and sing your song
I love your voice"
I had no choice
but to hold her tight
kiss her curls
how she was right
inviting her smile to my face
she cuddled tenderly in my arms
the world stops at her charms
hiding both our heads in a book
covered in bed pupils turning in a look
we wished the moon a sweet night
blowing her kisses to the dancing stars
in her prayer,she asked for the rainbow
to come and color her day with joy
by her side i arranged my dreams
switching the light off
i heard the droplets of rain
softly knocking on the little glass window,
tomorrow we will both see the rainbow.

This piece is inspired by the beautiful princess in my life my niece. she brings sunshine to my nights. to you Bella all aunty's love :)

To the photo frame...

2010-09-03T19:20:00.000-07:00

She wrote few notes
replied to an awaited E-mail
now the boat is ready to sail
"ah..i love this dress
but will they let me make a mess?
I would love to marvel you one day
you know,i am too good this way"
she addressed his photo frame
kissed it tenderly
caressing the glass
this too shall pass
she closed her eyes now
letting one tear flow
"here..i almost forgot
your soft breeze
reaching my spot
of safety
no matter how far
you live in me
i have you there"
pointing to her heart
"we are never apart
it is just a small procedure
will be back soon
that is what i said to the moon
when she promised curling around
your trembeling skin
every night she will hide you within
carrying my sparkling light
to you
your break through
celebrating our love
every night
my vampire knight
wait for me still
in our sanctuary,divined"
his face almost shined
with a tender smile
in the wooden frame
nothing is anymore the same
then she opened the door
smiling to the moon
dragging her suitcase
on her way to the hospital.

YOU are our strength love YOU.

This one is dedicated to my lovely soul mate..may she comes back safe to us,we all love you @larvyK..you are in our prayers..she is the wild rose we all miss.

Yours...

2010-08-31T18:39:00.000-07:00

The superhero
ruling in her fairytale
is the deified pharaoh
Who is savagely astonished
with his silence
Between two words
He plants his dots
in her land of thirst
His sharpened swords
are lethal drops
updated boards
of legalized shots
a little bit of sadism he is
painfully tempting
lovingly hurting
so right
as her black and white
too charmed
That she never asked
why is he like that
how can this wild seduction be kind
Resetting their damaged dreams on rewind
she just wanted to ask him
how he was..
but he knew,and Stole her question
in a sneaking in redemption
Between two hesitating smiles
wrapping the question around his neck
back to his silence
inspecting his elegance
with a sighing sentence
questions are mostly a decent trap
to which we drag the others to a more complicated state
Refilled with honest resistance
To the truth
One day he said,
"Don't ask
just know...
I smile the truth"
that day she learned her lesson well
she knew she was all he has to tell
tried to invent a new language for him
one without question marks
expecting only answers to design her own
only then she would add the question marks
or even exclamation ones
that would mainly turn into
admiration lines of full stops.
He never said anything
Except one of his definite words
She didn’t understand how
Only silence between two words
Can make that effect on her chaos
How can that desire be inflamed ?
With an exhausted look that lazily climbed
Her murmuring flesh
incensed and fresh
Turning wherever it passes her fire on
With one word she puts it all back in place
She knows that love doesn’t think
Has no memory
Risky
It doesn’t benefit from it's earlier stupidity
Not even from those tiny disappointments
That once created its major sadness
Despite of it all
She forgave him, happy with her defeat
Inspected at his feet
Like a shaking sparrow
In a rainy winter night.

Chaotic dreams...

2010-08-24T14:12:00.001-07:00

Dipped in your scented lines
each word becomes you
reading your signs
strong &fragile
forever&for a while
set free
without a trial
chaotic is your love
Stripping my dreams
on your late night floor
one by one
you fall with every one
deeper within my madness
Bare soul,i catch you
In...
I know you feel me
your silence kill me
let us be a man and a woman
nothing more
let us love each other
the sea and the shore
with the logic of insanity
not that one of virtuous clarity
we can not come out of the darkness of ink
to sink... in the darkness of the night!
I would ask for our love to live
in the legitimate plead of light
I want to see you
like nobody has seen you before
I want to touch you
there on the deserted side of the shore
I want to tell you so much
without having to say a word
in my silence i want you to hear me
like i feel your tears when they soak me
love me without questions
without answers to give
love me because you have no options
but to be in there and live
be mine
for it was long time ago set
that the skies celebrate it
with the yearly monsoon.
love me and win your bet
with the fate
it is never too late
for the starlight to embrace the moon
for the dreams to once
dare to come true.

You are not alone...

2010-08-17T13:37:00.001-07:00

Running
over the years
such a long road
heart is a heavy load
flashing memories
leading your fears
heartbeats racing
what are we facing?
shattered mind
eyes on rewind
boarding on your trip
holding on the time
in a tight grip
of hope
all loved ones are around
silence has a crashing sound
sleepless nights
victorious fights
your red eyes speak
your heart out..
screaming your locked up tears
in a ragging shoot out
but nothing comes out
another blankness
strength of weakness
you are about
in times of hardship
we shall be near
see,we are always here
little prayers
are sent your way
little prayers
would lead the way
to the roaming angels
flying around
carrying the blessings
from the Soulful bound
holding you tight
spreading their light
for not for a second
you are alone
you have us all
wrapped in a wave
of love for you
as you are simply
all we have.

Like my city...

2010-08-10T15:09:00.001-07:00

what more madness i live
that the distance
only makes me love you more
brings you closer
you are the sea,i am your shore
you reshape my city
to shine in your gravity
here i am
like a lunatic,
writing you letters of love
every night
letters that are born of my anxiety,
your lust
and my mad longing curiosity
I want to love you here
in a house that is like you
styled international
lines of luxury you sign
homey and mine
I want to sit by your side
as one we would collide
just like i sit here by this playful lake
watching the tiny red fish dance
and i would explore you in a glance
and be amazed
You...
how many letters i wrote to you
i wanted to hold you with the words
with you i became a biased
to those letters who are closer to you
they look like you when you say them
and tremble in joy when you write them
they are like me
scattered
in your absence
gathered
within your existence
million colors you add
to the painting that was once sad
you manage these quivers
once you arrive
goosebumps strive
not to jump on my face
and expose me..
I see you on the streets
hiding in my heartbeats
in my morning coffee steam
the night i share with you my dream
you hold me
in the early morning
as if the day will only fit
in the undulated night
when i surf the features of my city,
I know you are around
when i long for the warmth of my city,
I feel your arms as my bound
when i roam alone in the crowd of my city,
I hear your steps
rising from the darkness of my solitude
to take my hand, just like my city usually does.

The Wild Rose...

2010-08-06T06:37:00.000-07:00

She is earth
She is wind
She is the air
and the sea
She swirls around
like a madness blend
with every breathe
she revives in me,
dreams
She breaks the spell
of his midnight shell
and get him out
in foolish streams
her lord
He runs to her
in endless nothings
He hums to her
all his nonsense
she listens,
with her existence
unfold
she only wears a heart
that beats for his love
and melts at one touch
a sigh,a nod,a smile or such
She is the whole,
the one and the all
She spreads her wings
the moonlight sings
She rules in his heaven
holding a wand from hell
only she can tell
the stories of his heart
a new start
She holds his hand
a bare shadow he stands
reciting her moans
like a feverish monsoon
she drips her rain
all wet
fate set
She is destiny
a savage melancholy
celebrating him
the master
and the muse
ragging in the hues
they melt
our sun
we are one
and one is us.

This poem was inspired by my soul mate @LarvK Juliette O,she is a rare loving creature that i met and not a million word would be enough to describe her.."to you darling,and to our endless inspiration..soul mates forever wild rose..:)" celebrating love infinitely.

Phone call...

2010-07-31T15:01:00.001-07:00

Something,
is taking me to you tonight
something
is carrying me there
softly and tight
I don't fight
something
is running within me
resettling me beside the phone
on the side of my bed
I sit
not that comfortably sitting
as if i am sitting on the edge of my fate
wondering if i was late?
scared and certain
watching the waving curtain
a woman who is not me
calling a man who might be him
the man whose name is "him"
who is ultimately wearing his words
and leaving me naked within my silence
a man who might turn out to be a voice
who might turn around to be a face in the crowd
a pulse that brings life in me
the man whose pain has set me free
a frightened woman i see
is dialing these eight numbers
like the crashing thunders
shaking
waiting
for a word
or a silent breathe
he might answer with a "hello"
a "yes"
or a "who"
she would surprise him with her ignorant silence
as if she doesn't remember who she is exactly
most likely,
he might recognize her hesitation
as if she doesn't know
who she was calling
tears of joy were falling
and his voice penetrates her
no "hello"
no "yes"
nor a "who"
just a "how are you?"
as if he knew
when the time is due
It would be her
the woman who is his blue
madly searching for a reason
to be so lost in his gravity
the woman who is just an identity
that only shines within his clue
"I expected your call"
He said
perfect timing
melodious rhyming
I heard with your tender sigh
as the night was our witness,we were swallowed by time.

His hands...

2010-07-27T12:21:00.000-07:00

He was talking
and i was listening,
to his hands
they were revealing
more than him
I learned from his running away answers
to interrogate his hands
to built my own castle in the sands
of our childhood game
I found in them the one entrance
where he introduced me into his soul
where he would submit his all
to the undefeated desire of nakedness
exposing his laziness,
he only uses the right one
i attentively rested my eyes on his fingers
they are fat and rounded
well made fingernails,speaking to me
as if he doesn't want to hurt anyone
even lovingly he doesn't
his attentive way in waving shyly his hands
reassure me
seduce me
to some intimate touches
that would only revive my craving moans
still i don't know him
I just feel him well
like an estimated quill
he brushes his colors over my blankness
he knows my spots of strength and weakness
his hands are prominent
brilliantly transforming
my rivers of stillness
into floods of possibilities
that would drown him in a second
at a savage touch
his hands say too much
of what he wouldn't dare
even to know he can share
his hands are surfing my hair
drawing his lines everywhere
over my body sheet
and i am being his seat
of inspiration
one more time
i feel his hands around
tender
yet louder
their conversation with their Model muse.

A cigarette long...

2010-07-25T04:25:00.001-07:00

Around the corner
we met
me and him
the man who is out of time
"Today you are delicious",he said
"in your black dress"
I confess
I wished if he stayed longer
If he exhaled me a little softer
If he had said more stuff
If he hadn't been that sweet and tough
For a second
I wanted to be his last picked up cigarette
to touch his lips
then he would quit
For a second
I wanted to be his lips
to sink in mine
and melt in my shivering dips
when i saw him drift
but i accepted that meeting
as it was
surprising
capitalizing
summarizing
us in a few words
and a river of silence
a meeting that was as old as his cigarette
the one he lighted with my burning sigh
as i felt him coming close by
and for a while
I prayed it would last
as long as was the past
in my lips he inhaled its smoke
within his fingers my laughter broke
trembling
like a shade of light
exalting
at his fading sight
rushed into my veins running
as he crashed it with his feet,humming
"I do envy that black dress you wear"
leaving me bursting in a blushing stare
he left!
what a theft!
he took my breath away
as i childishly sway
holding my roses
and his heart
rewinding in mine the meeting,
that lasted only a cigarette long.

Vocabulary tricks...

2010-07-21T11:19:00.000-07:00

I look for a “where”
To add an “are you?” and enjoy
That secretive feeling of self-made satisfaction
Like a forbidden fruit
That I long to taste
Then I look for an ‘I”
To add my “miss you”
Pretending I heard it
As In my heart I felt it
Coming out of your ribs with a sigh,
adorned with a masqueraded “why?”
That I would reveal with an “are you so late?”
My whole life I waited
For this dangerous language vocabulary
Recruited in your army
as one volunteering mercenary
Hidden among those common letters
Of greeting updates
And when I see those sneaking ‘L’
“O”, “v” and “e”
I feel it coming in me
Blown in your musky breathe
And resting on my husky mess
As I keep trying to hold on to myself
Not to melt in the heat of the read
Even if the letters join other ones
To make different turns
Still my heart doesn’t get these burns
The words look plain and warm
Charged with your neutral storm
What was I expecting?
In my dream I see them unfolded
But in real I would fold them as neat
Racing my own heartbeat
And replying to my unmade requests
By adding my own fantasized question marks,
That shine within your shading full stops.

Him....

2010-07-13T14:43:00.000-07:00

She doesn't know
how her femininity lead her to him
him,
the one who with a look
takes her mind off her
and puts his lips on instead
in one tear that is unshed
how much faith did she need,
to resist his look
to be a line in his book
and how much silence did he need
not to be exposed with his exploding fires
like those electrified wires
of hope
him,
the one who knows how to touch a woman
exactly as he knows how to touch the words
with the same hidden burns
holding her from behind
pressing her forward and rewind
just like the way he touches a runaway sentence
with this false laziness
and this neat nastiness
of power
him,
the one whose lips cross her
intentionally slow
with a well defined distance
measured with his existence
that is preserved for excitement
passing by her lips,
without sinking there in a kiss
slipping towards her neck
without touching there in a mess
then they tenderly ascend up
as if he was kissing her with his breathe
just his breathe
a bit slower
him,
the man who sketches her destiny with his lips
write her as his own book
erase her just with one look
how can she forget ?
all that never happened between him and her?
all that is somehow so clear even in a blur
him,
the man of time,comes late
in a retarded hour of the memory
striking her between a let go and the other
setting her nights on fire
then leave
still she would believe
as she rides her insanity to him
she knows,desire has an internal grim
that has no reason
and she screams,
as these savage horses of longing taking her to him
him,
the man of the forgotten time
his love is an enlightening state
that comes in the darkness of senses
to light up its secretive alleys
waking up her unfolded desires
setting it all on burning flames
then leave
"how can i not believe?"
him,
the one she sees,as she settles
in the seat,that is facing his absence
there, where he once sat
opposite to her astonished confession
as she was reloading her first impression
of him
him,
if only he would come
the man of longing time
she is afraid that her joy would tell
after that silence in his absence
that only the black ink would spell
over the virgin sheets
of distance
how much lies does she need
to go on with life as if he didn't come
how much honesty does she need
to convince him,that she really waited only
for him..to come.

if only,
as usual he will pass by her love
and she will not ask him which road he took with the memories
and who lead him to a woman,
who as much as she waited for him
is just not expecting anymore.

Jungle night...

2010-07-13T13:32:00.001-07:00

In my jungle
I spread my arms to you my sun
Laying on the primitive mass of chocolate brown soil,
Rhyming your sound with the jungle’s band
digging cupful’s of earth with brackish hand,
Carving my existence as tough as raw
engraving incoherent designs with one big toe,
smearing my face with slippery mud,
envisaging,
the splendor of the fragrant rose,
Like a scattered prose
Was the timeless chirping of humming sparrow,
nocturnal movements of colored reptile,
Where would I hide in your exile?
Sedate swim of lethal alligator with king sized jaw,
Anticipating like my hungry flow
When you show
Your prolific sprint of striped leopard for prey,
as we play
we feverishly sway
noninvasive walk of multi-legged insects,
Crawling in your loud silence,
Organized like our random thoughts
Yet, chaotic like ourselves.
Green light radiating from twin eyeballs of owl,
entangled network of crisscrossed antelope horn,
Do you feel that thorn?
With your lips,
You cure my drips
Of bleeding pain
mammoth silky strands of African spider web,
So sweet is your bite
When your teeth fight
On my neck
Like a passport check
To my wildest fantasy world of us
pure white monstrous egg of wailing vulture,
A snapshot capture
Of you gazing at me
And me mazing in you
Our tongues are true
In the jungle
black haired apes feeding on jackfruit,
Staring at me swirling as your tight suit
Your eyes shut
On my wide open spot
As we touch
I hear your hush
Pouch bellied kangaroo racing at whirlwind speed,
Like an African breed
My hands twirl on your waist
And we collide
fleet footed squirrels eluding acerbic rays of light,
i suddenly feel sweats, dirty, coated with pungent clay mud,
Musky as your flourishing bud
the vigils of darkness taking a stranglehold on your murky
shade,

Do I hear a roar?
Ah ..My king is yawning
And me, I just lay content in his bosom.
After such a gaming safari night and a world cup record set
of the wildest party coated with Toffee Ice-cream.

+500 and more

2010-07-07T09:12:00.000-07:00

500 thousands
on your way to millions
numbers counted
hearts are bounded
you bring us closer
in one more beat
what is it about you
that makes the world stir
when you just appear
There is so much
a rose can tell
with just a scent
and much more smiles
it sent
with a ringing bell
feel my scent
and that kiss i sent
read in me
what i couldn't say
breathe in me
if i couldn't stay
your secret of life
and when you are there
pick my poems for you to wear
on you they would fit
hold me close for a little bit
more
I am that much yours
and you are only mine
and so much more.

we love you so much Shah,for all you are and all you do,we are blessed to have you,eternally yours..all the roses..~

Wet ...

2010-07-05T04:55:00.000-07:00

She is your woman
all wet
at your reset
wrapped in nothing
but a white towel
just out of shower
the droplets of water running down her hair,
caressing her back as it goes further down
like a crystallized gown
towards the small of her back
where there ting two beautiful dimples
longing wrinkles
for you
and the room is deluged with her smell
fresh n intertwined so much so that you cant tell
where her natural smell
starts and where it ends
aromatic blends
in that exotic essence of the soap
her sweat would elope
after you
and her cheeks are all rosy n soft,
by the water that now drips from her forehead
into her brows
her lustful shows
in full bids
down to her eyelids
thrown into the air
your own fragrance to wear
and her natural wink
as it slowly climbs down her lips
to her collarbones n stops
there for a moment
submitting to your component
as it's afraid and shy to move any further
away from your border
but your pull of gravitation
is not letting it stop n so it drips
beyond the boundary of the towel towards her bosom
the valley of madness
engraved with your existence
is yet in supreme peace
rhyming with the undulation of her breasts
a moment it goes up
rushing nonstop
and the next it goes down
through the mysterious crown
caressing and molding itself
the way her heart lets it stay there
in its journeys further south
just when the towel slips
at your fingertips
invading your cheering lips
in a rebellious movement towards your skinned map.

I have to give credit to the one who was my inspiration for writing that post,my best friend THANK YOU..:)

Made in England...

2010-07-03T08:01:00.000-07:00

Another afternoon
the day will wrap up soon
sunset drift
to a long night shift
All set for the meeting
old wooden stairs
large black chairs
of exhausted leather
gloomy weather
light music tunes
dreams are floating the room
chaotic silence
computer brilliance
organized files
visual effects graphics
Steve?
are we done with stunts yet?
only one more hanging shot
is left
recite your lines
embed my signs
in your draft
red Tag Heuer glasses resting
on that aristocratic nose
faraway look
aspiring to an unreveiling book

an unfinished cigarette
and another one you almost lit
in a sudden hit
our eyes met
My God,you blushed!
like a daring Eve i crushed
one flirting blink
took me to wherever you think
the closer we get
the harder we split
you cracked up some jokes
bitter sweet strokes
in a dramatic swift
relevant comments
irrelevant pretends
wondering sighs
powerful tries
of hiding
within the words
you masterfully manage this flee
too real for me to even be
come on ,scream!
break a spell
smash that shell!
ah, now, back to the meeting
adjusting your thoughts
clouds of smoke are speeding
mind is sailing on an English boat
to our wireless island of pleasure
where everyone is waiting
to press one more trigger
of joy!

Here you are
as near as far
scratching your hair
and you caught my stare
Go ahead
be unfair
the more you hide
the more you are there
I heard that firing sigh
along with my freezing steps on the wooden floor
on my way out,i gently crossed your vision store
as i excused myself to go, work on the morning shoot preparations.

The Come back...

2010-07-02T02:53:00.000-07:00

Alone
up to witness another dawn
dared
to shed more tears to swallow
scared
of my own fading shadow
I turned around
thought i heard a sound
yet nothing was there
but the empty silence
nothing to share
but the distant nonsense
nothing to wear
but the stubborn persistence
where are we?
this is where we used to be
why do i long for what is now a memory
stabbed in deep
why do i even weep?
perhaps it is my destiny
to return to my lonesome tent
once more i believed
so what if i was deceived!
not new nor ultimate
let me tell you a secret
damn i still believe!
even when smashed like an autumn leaf
how much i want to scream
yet my voice is not coming out
it was more then just a dream
more then a loud shout
once in
now out
Dear pain
please be gentle
I already put my heart for rental
for free
It doesn't need me
Dear pain
you never leave
still i believe
we can still be friends
you and i are the beginnings and the ends
life never gives,it lends
Dear pain
thought i could depend on you
to be always around
but you suddenly left
i wondered where you went
When life smiled for sometime,
may be it was just a rhyme
now it is all back to routine
you and me in the all time scene
Dear pain
now that you are back
beware of the broken track
that keeps playing in my resented heart
all the shuffled tunes of nostalgia.

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Welcome Home...

2010-06-30T12:15:00.001-07:00

I saw that rose on the bed
as i ran to you like a kid
threw my bag on the floor
with one leg you pushed that door
and threw me like a flying kiss
on your lips

in a feverish welcome
we manage to skip some laughs
in an hysterical symptom
of barking amnesia
all i could recall
is where it all starts
right here..

I had to leave for a few days
you needed to readjust our delays
distance turned us into
silence perfectionists
soul whisperers
heart wanderers
perhaps away
but never apart

I put you there with my casual dresses
and yet among my formal black suits
like the conventional recruits
always ready for a mission
my obsession

where would i ever miss you?
when in my mind i fold you
like an uncensored stare
when i even sprinkled you on my hair
they asked me in that interview
whom would i wear?
and i smiled
with you around the corner of my lip
sliding down to rest on my hip
curving that daring line
when i simply mentioned your line
"Tonight i am wearing me
and my attitude"
Tonight i will be wearing you
veiled and nude

Tonight
you will welcome me home
not as the crazy poet
who just published her first book
with nothing on but you in the words
and in between the exhausted boards
they asked me
who was my muse?
I said i wrote him down
in every letter that i couldn't mention
and in those who i did
he was the all the "mees" and the "yous"

Don't look for me
when i go away
because i never do when i do
for me you always stay
closer then ever when you go
and when i am home
I love it when you spread your anger
roaring your longing rough and tender
and when you throw me on your lips
I touch my soul with your fingertips
I rise in your darkness
like a shooting star
and in my brightness
your solar majesty reigns my phenomenal eclipse
another Tsunami is your welcome home
and one more Brazilian soccer match point is my victorious arrival.

Tight Hug..

2010-06-27T04:18:00.001-07:00

Hey
It was a bad day at the park
I looked for you
your mom said you had a flew
everyone was there to play
but still i missed you much today
the swing was empty
the leaves were thirsty
we used to hang around together
now i have to wear that sweater
because i feel so cold
when you are not there to hold
I don't know why
but i couldn't laugh
without your jokes
birds were singing me your lullaby
when my stomach pain pokes
I played a bit on the slide
even my Katie, i put aside
mom told me not to come
she said you are sick,i might catch some
but i told her its ok
at least i will feel the same way
as you do
some love i had to give you
Mr.Winnie sends his best
Jinny and Tina and all the rest
i just had to give you this big bear hug
and tell you i miss you
even more when you are around.

I might not get to see you as often as I'd like, I may not get to hold you in my arms at night, but deep in my heart I know that it's true. No matter what happens... I will always love you.

Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you... and I wish on a star that somewhere you're thinking of me, too.

Passport checks...

2010-06-26T09:12:00.000-07:00

A passport
as I'm sure you know
is a document
words consented
name:human
destination:everywhere
a traveler
and a soul whisperer
pages of places
pictures of faces
official prints
racial hints
your religion?
i am a God's creature
Indian,Egyptian
American or African
colored or white
I am the dark and the bright
I am you and them
I am all roots and stem
why am i here? you asked
a messenger of happiness
recruited with madness
I whistle your dreams
in a tune of my schemes
I make faces to make you laugh
and i create places to reach your soul
I touch your heart with an autograph
and i listen to your lonesome midnight call
I am all around the world in a suitcase
carved with memories i can't erase
looking for my own real face
that is masked beneath my roles
I see myself on camera rolls
and in your eyes i seek my purchase
you want my passport
to let me in?
I don't need yours to welcome you within
my heart is a world of its own
where everyone is there hidden and shown
you need some papers for legalization?
I only need your smile of admiration
you think i can hurt you?
when all you know is my name?
I never doubted you
and i never even knew your name
but i felt your love in me
so i let you in with no legitimacy
we are all within goodness
if we could only believe
papers we only create
to give our hearts more reason to stay apart.

A passport is a document that one shows to government officials whenever one reaches a border between countries, so the officials can learn who you are, where you were born, and how you look when photographed unflatteringly. ~Lemony Snicket

Italian Espresso...

2010-06-24T15:34:00.001-07:00

I started the day with steaming espresso
fresh cornetto at cafe Gambrinus
elegant mingle
royals yet single
talking mirrors
in chandliered rooms
ancient fresco
and modern soul
its an exotic ball
of minds purchase
not even my case
so i walk
observing folk
the noisy pedisternized
via Toledo shop-lined
took some pictures
bought some souvenirs
three mosquaters
and an unfinished tale
on piazza Montestanto
te amo piu y tanto
they told me to take the cable car
I did,why are you always that far?
on my way to Certosa di San Martino
panoramic
aristocratic
is how i felt
too much in my quilt
I walked then for another sight
your feet were here
you must took the way to the right
have you seen the chapel of the Alchemist?
they said its a must visit
sloping in my thoughts i did it
on my way back
I stopped at el museo del madre
molto sonni molto sangre
terracotta traditionale
second hand bookstores
on the via de tribunali
got myself a few
one rose that was blue
so is it true?
I asked the rose
as i caressed the basalt street
i had to get closer to the sea
somewhere to be closer to me
took off my sandals
and dipped my feet in the sand
towards the sea i stretched my hand
felt you near
may be your feet brought you here
the breeze splashed my grace
warm tears i erased off my face
as i was waving to a large Mediterranean cruiser
in case you are waving back on your farewell to Naples
its only so that Naples should be waving back.

Your Aphrodite..

2010-06-22T16:46:00.001-07:00

Reaching the pantheon
feel me around flesh and bone
inviting you to our tale
the one where only us prevail
inscribed on the shrines of the Acropolis
recited in the hymns of the kermaikos
from the aphros i emerged
aroused in your presence
identified in your essence
as Hathor and venus
I grew from your immortal flesh
floating in on my scallop shell
so much for you i have to tell
my dolphins ride me to where you are
and on my doves you will come from afar

my spartan hero
marching within my soul
you just deserve to have my all
in our cave on top of the mountain
will wait for you and lit my candle
put on my beauty divine and insane
just for you i would erupt my hurricane
switch your buttons of infinite lust
open your gates for my desirable blast
come now my tyrant spartan

save my moans
longing for your touch
shake my bones
rise with me higher and much
be my Aphrodisiac spell
speak my name and break my shell
all my secrets you can tell
you are my heaven dipped in hell
you are mine
mortal and divine

I will be the grapes of your vine
squeeze me into your glass of wine
I am your goddess and your queen
for others i will always be unseen
will just appear
for your passionate spear
join me in our cave
let our lust swirl and crave
be my Horus
of all times
be my Ares
commit all crimes
and in my law
you are forgiven
for in my show
nothing for you is forbidden
create your myth
in my womb
reincarnate me with every breath
seed my roses for your bloom
I am your wish that is coming true
I blow your name out of my blue
cry me louder
let the mountain quiver
fly your laughter
for my throne to shiver
rewrite our odyssey with your fingertips on my skin papyri of joy.

Spanish guitar...

2010-06-22T06:15:00.000-07:00

Wondering in the streets of Athens
the buildings take me
to where they tell their stories
times of sadness,times of glories
faces laugh
others just graph
on my mind a line or two
the smell of the sea
i inhale to take with me
bracelet shopping
fun made jogging
louder voices
what are my choices?

I hold your hand
on the side we stand
here is that shop
there we had to stop
you love getting my stuff
only your love is enough

we walk along
rhyming our song
on the corner
i held you tighter
and we melted in a kiss
loved feeling your nose
pressing mine
which road to chose?
i know you are mine

down the alley
we smell the valley
I turned to tell you
how much i love you
then i saw you
standing by that tree
playing "marry me"
on that old Spanish Guitar
on your knees
my racing beats i couldn't cease
clapping cheers
as i stood in tears
you kissed my palms
i jumped in your arms
i love it when you sing to me
our everlasting melody
whispering to that Spanish guitar
all that i secretly tell my twinkling star

you know you are mine
as much as i am yours
and in the land of Aphrodite
we will create our own eternal Odyssey.

Belly dancing...

2010-06-20T14:56:00.001-07:00

It is all suddenly quiet
as she silently slide
roaring drums
there she comes!
on the marble floor
exposed
to your madness
imposed
on her sadness
sparkling
in a beaded suit
crackling
more soldiers in recruit
as she swirls
releasing her pearls
on your divine altar
tonight you are the emperor
and the sultan
Asmahan?
or may be Jasmin
Her subtle perfume,
like a desert monsoon
An Egyptian mirage
with jeweled decolletage
The desert moon swerves
to her undulating curves
The Saharan night ignites
into sudden midnight light
as she spins
to your steams
and she turns
riding your wildest dream
she undulates like a flame
leans on your back
and brings your soul back
in a quiver
if you dare to shiver
she is your haunter
and the prey
your sleepless nights
and the day
she is the goddess of hunger
and satisfaction
she strips your mind
covering your heart
oh dear you may rewind
only for you,she would restart
her arms are waving
embracing the air
within your breathing
she held your stare
ticking bare feet
on the marble stage
screaming in silence
all your rage
she is daring Salome and mystical Cleopatra
stirring in your fantasized kamasutra
doom doom tac
taca doom doom re
forever and a day
rhythmic strikes
hardened spikes
softening moans
she slips in tunes
whispering in your ears
her inviting cheers
"the night is mine
and so is forever"
tonight
she trembles like wind ripples
in the chill of twilight
tonight
she is dancing for you
expressing her insanity
tonight
all she wanted is you
as her reward of serendipity
tonight
the show will go on
till the curtains of dawn
fall on two sweating souls in a morning blushing symphony.

this piece is one of my top favorites,the song is never to be forgotten..ZEINA :)

Happy fathers day PAPA

2010-06-19T04:42:00.000-07:00

How come it is just a day!
Papa..?
a whole lifetime won't be enough
to tell you how much you mean to us.
you bring the world at our feet.
you are always there in the front seat
driving our life boat to the safest shore
you always have for us some more
we yell and hustle
you smile and whistle
coach of our soccer team!
papa,where is my ice-cream!

it is time to celebrate
but you have to finish your plate!
papa,you lost too much weight
and we picked you that T shirt
for the best Papa there is

now let us give you a hug and a kiss
with more love we shall promise
excellence and honor degrees
more golden medallions
we will be your winning stallions
we love you Papa
more then you know

Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer.
Stickin' little white flowers all up in her hair.
"Walk beside the pony daddy,
it's my first ride."
"I know the cake looks funny,
daddy, but I sure tried."
Oh, with all that I've done wrong,
I must have done something right
To deserve a hug every morning,
And butterfly kisses at night.

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God made a father who is,
as sweet as a nectar,
as brave as a lion,
as cheerful as a bear,
and he gave such dear father to me.
"Tanusrii Gopal Krishnan"

LOVE YOU G.One you make the world a safer place my superhero :)
the way heartfelt fathers do. God bless you with more happiness forever and more PAPA ;)

To my Superhero

2010-06-18T10:05:00.000-07:00

You don't speak much
but your eyes say it all
that way we always reach
in your silence
i hear your speech
you advise with no preach
when i was sick
you brought me candies
along with the meds i didn't want to take
and you took me out for a rambling break
in the evening silent street
mom was yelling
but you said we are chilling!
we laugh a lot
I got you at first shot!
you clapped at my first word
only a big hug then you could afford
you brought me my first book
through your eyes i used to look
to the world of art and melodies
friends and values and winning strategies
books reviews when i was twelve
poetry awards on your desk shelves
card games
political flames
you taught me life never gives
and i should learn to make it on my own
i saw your tears on my success
reached for your hand when i almost failed
and you were there when everyone bailed
even when you sometimes screw up
for you i always stood up
i don't want to see you sad
for we are only humans dad!
always by my side you are
no matter how far is our star
we both link
with a blink
they say you and i are so much alike
you taught me how a word of honor can strike
soccer fanatics
raw and dramatic
loud and fun
we both shine
my hero of all times
one day is never enough
to tell you how much lucky i am
to be a daughter that carries your name
i still feel you late at night
on your toes when i turn off the light
checking if i have covers on
kissing my forehead i feel your turn
as normally you stumble in that wooden photo frame
of a little girl holding her superhero's hands and walking along.

Evening out...

2010-06-18T05:48:00.000-07:00

All dressed up
totally elegant
mighty poignant
you in an Armani suit
man,you look so cute!
with a dazzling smile
setting me on a trial
where i never win my case
like a sport i take my grace
by your side
in a long black gown
and i drown
hair lose
which earnings to chose?
would go with the diamond ones
you loved their glare
joining the fare
in my mind
i rewind
few lines
signs?
no,just my illusion
and your confusion
bare back
red lipstick
feminine attack
in a seductive flick
high heels
yet nothing heals
this blankness
let me clear this mess
before we go
open drawers
wrinkled sheet
victorious retreat
to you
where is your shoe
ah,here
under your seat
so that i can touch your feet
let me fix your hair
kiss your eyes and everywhere
search for my beauty in your mirror
hold me and tell me i feel better
all ready for the show
I nibbled your ears before we go
wait
a final toast to celebrate
to Us
and to
our compensated evening out.

Best friends...

2010-06-17T14:57:00.001-07:00

On the 25th of February night
we met through his light
like two scented candles
of hope
we shined with love
like a sparkling stars we rose above
we shared the laughter
and the tears
leaned on each other
throughout the fears
sometimes strong
sometimes weak
sticking together
always felt better
around in our absence
present even in silence
our hearts knew where to hide
within each other we enjoyed the ride
laughing at our silly jokes
pulling each others legs
when our demons stroke
sailing in one eternal boat
sharing our lives warm raincoat
not enough words are there to tell
how brave you were to break my shell
for you i recite my little prayer
every single night
that you always shine as bright
to make our lives journey
one everlasting story of fate
that the whole world would commemorate
as the sweetest legend of unconditional faith.

This one is a special dedication to my soul mate,the one who helped me out to believe that we can always make our world a better place with love.

My soulmate responds :)) In Response!)

Love you darling,and i loved your sweet response may God keep us always soul mates :)

Morning coffee...

2010-06-16T01:36:00.001-07:00

what did you do to me?
that i wonder
my peace of mind you plunder
legalized and patented
lovingly intended
thoughts on fire
after my morning shower
jumping into my blue jeans
my life mask i drop
fitting into your white cotton top
bare feet
what is with the heat!
felt the cold wooden kitchen floor
caressing my pedicured toes
tuned in some blues
fixed my strong coffee
eyelids look so puffy
checked my face in the kitchen window
after the rain we must see a rainbow
running my hands in my wet hair
in a faraway stare
I feel you everywhere
how was your flight?
hope they treat you right
first class,top VIP
authenticated royalty
those pumping nerves
yes,you like my curves
I thought while checking that extra pound
still i feel you around
when will you be back?
like a broken track
I sounded redundant
one more hazelnut chocolate
melted on my lips
as i reviewed your diet tips
a wicked smile tingled
all my moods you handled
with impressive patience
and even in your silence,
i heard your whispers
did i say that that i miss you?
wrapping my fingers around that mug
sending you the tightest hug
as i open the kitchen door
to embrace your figure in the morning mirage.

Holiday Trip...

2010-06-14T12:35:00.001-07:00

So are you going today?
yes,you need a holiday
but for comforting set
let me be your private jet
fly on my wings
all the love you bring
and when you are there
i will greet you everywhere
feel me
around in Ayasophia
like an ornamented byzantine pillar
adorned
with longing pride
unfold
like a virgin bride
Taste me
spiced on a shish kebab thriller
whistle me
as your lonesome song
wonder about with me along
in the kapali bazar
reach out for your longing star
wear me on
with an aromatic aura
when you feel the breeze
camping in the Fires of Chimaera
let me be your Helen
and be My Troy everlasting legend
wave me around
in some folkloric swings
Galata Nights
gazing lights
exotic Anatolia
Ottoman euphoria
Belly dance our tale
let the Kervansaray hail
cheer the emperor of time
rambling in the Mojo blues
wear me once as your own muse
ticklish
Turkish
English
and finally Italian
another Higgins and a Pygmalion
Victorian hopes
in Latin chrome
and when you reach Rome
blow me a daring Valentino kiss
and throw me in the Trevi fountain of wishes
as your bad nickeled penny
that hopefully will always keep crawling back at you.

Monsoon...

2010-06-13T08:17:00.000-07:00

Too much
noise
in your silence
Too much
colors
in my darkness
Too much
power
in your dust
Too much
fire
in my lust
Too much
crowd
in your solitude
Too much
loud
is my attitude
Too much
of us
in two letters
Too much to ask
of some shivers
Too much sugar
in your greet
Too much bitter
is your sweet
Too much in
for one way out
Too much within
for us to be without
Too much
of my everything
melting
into much
of your nothing
Too much
of you
is too much
in me
yet
in my own fantasy
too much
of me
fill in
all your ecstasy
when
too much more of you
drips in all of me
like the seasonal grooving monsoon.

Sweet kitty..

2010-06-11T22:50:00.000-07:00

come on sweet kitty
eat!
I want you to grow up fast
be strong and join the cast
when you kiss me on the cheek
don't be fragile or weak
these days are mad
everyone is so sad
why aren't they smiling anymore?
even when i make some faces
they used to giggle
now they don't even tickle
why is it suddenly so dark?
when are we going to the park?
time is slow
I miss the snow
but you and i can play
I ll throw the ball for you to sway
we will not make a mess
I just wanted a new dress
but it is okay
will not ask them today
mom is tiered
dad is wired
will tomorrow be like everyday?
I know you love me dear Kitty
I love you more sweet & witty
but we can do it you and me
find a world for us to see
mom said we can
just like Peter pan
will tell you the story
when you finish your plate
and we will sing a song
for all of them to get along
don't be scared my sweet kitty
Our Winnie will always be there
around and everywhere
we shall hide in his hug
won't tell you broke his mug!
don't ever leave me dear kitty
even when sometimes i get silly
and piss you off with a grin
love me more then
now
why do you miaw?
don't you like my food kitty?
or is it my life that you find tasteless?

This poem is dedicated especially to my sweet angel Zahra, that i am so honored she enjoyed reading it.so from now on, it is yours little one...may Allah bless you with happiness all the way :)

To Africa

2010-06-11T03:23:00.000-07:00

Waka Waka
Africa
Rule the game
burn your flame
sweat more flesh
deliver them fresh
set the world at your heart
hold them tight and mark the start
give them freedom
teach them faith
all in one
within your sun
fire the kicks
smash their bricks
hail to one more bliss
version one random access
Oh Africa
you bring it all out
warm and over but never out
boys and girls
weaving curls
of exotic joy
black and white
colored insight
give them the fever
never take it back
one love
one track
let the soccer rains
turn the madness world on.

Let's MOVE IT ;)

WAVING the flags of FREEDOM..

love you my LAND..:)

Greek arena...

2010-06-10T04:23:00.000-07:00

Heard the crowd
craving as loud
like a daring phantom
in thirst for madness

Jailed
in your lines
insanity combines
seeking my freedom
within your louder silence

Bailed
for million sun-shines
with your burning mines
of philosophical wisdom
inhaling your purifying incense
for a divine salvation

Sailed
in your mysterious signs
bottled as your bloody red wines
fighting my ragging tantrum
and surviving your storm of aggregation

Trailed
on your wheel of renaissance
like a pray of endurance
in a spectacular revelation

hail for my persecution
raise your hand
take one stand
save my soul
with one more call
be my redeemed vengeance
as you deify my entrance
spare the cheering arena
of one more euphoric show
keep my life in one more kiss you blow
release your hand coughed gladiator
let the tyrant in you rule the spectator
step in the scene
revealed and unseen
keep me close
unchain the rose
greet the fools
break the rules
let me revolt as your long lost kingdom
and your reconciliation throne
melt in me to the bone
destroy the temple and the pantheon
and let me be your one time guiltless released on probation.

Harem...

2010-06-07T13:11:00.000-07:00

Do i hear his steps?
or is it his absence eclipse?
I feel him coming
my heart birds are humming
his royal wind is blooming
right through my ears
the desert roses are moaning
bursting with arousing tears
in their aromatic glows
stars are performing their exotic shows
around his exquisite entrance
beating out of their resistance
the hearts race at his divine rising
even the moon was dancing
enchanting the sun
the whole universe turns into one
In the kingdom of his fantasy
his Queens rejoice their ecstasy
the royal palace hails in preparation
with sparkling beauties in total admiration
putting on their fancy gowns
curling in his adoration around
wearing his most favorite musky scents
chasing their shadows in his own blends
His harem shuffles with addictive lust
each one of them yearns for his intimate trust
they hide and show
million yes and no
bold and shy
burning in a sigh
they want to give their all
and greet his four seasons ball
Ivory and ebony
a magical lateny
colorful souls
in a rainbow treat
just at his feet
they break his silence
with their tender whispers
they tickle his loneliness
and giggle at his desired happiness
fortunate
desperate
It all fades at his majesty
for eternity,
they would recite their story
reviving in his prevailing glory
the legendary taboo of the " thousand and one nights".

First Edition..

2010-06-04T04:50:00.000-07:00

Read me
when i have nothing to say
Write me
as your sheltered harbor quay
Spell me
on the corner of your lip as "mine"
Draft me
in your heart as an unfinished line
Type me
in your caps and lows as your dangerous trigger
Save me
within your arms as "all yours forever"
Insert me
Into your wisdom verses in full insanity
Display me
along with your random thoughts for more clarity
shift me
To you when i miss you that much and you are never that far
control me
then, and pull my strings closer to where you are
find me
on your list of untamed desires
Scroll me
riding my dreams on your magical wires
Tab me
as your private guilty pleasure
pause me
on your page as your science-fictional measure
escape within me
from your noisy silence
Bookmark me
as your own homepage of resistance
turn all your speakers on
and tune me in as your theatrical microphone
when you sing me
as your lyrics of old times
restart your system when our moment comes
for i would hibernate mine just to start with yours,
Edited and all ready to be your lifetime publication.

Toxic ...

2010-06-04T02:51:00.001-07:00

Malignant
and crawling in desire
sweetly poignant
like a haunting fire
your poison
dipped in my honey
taste
in haste
your stallion
rages in my lake
stirring the ripples
into tides in shake
awake
like an earthquake
mountains fall
at a whispering call
in you i rise
mad and wise
use your power
water your flower
sting
hard and gentle
bring
all those walls in dismantle
explore your possession
you dare my obsession
and i am addicted
provoked and unpredicted
uncensored
yet restricted
just addicted to your danger
like a stranger
who has inhabited your skin
spreading
I beat everywhere
feel me around when you stare
breathe me as your air
hold on to me like life
and i will blow my secrets
in your sigh
cry
your thunder out
let me wonder about
injected with your vaccine
and willingly intoxicated.

Funny bunny...

2010-06-01T23:08:00.000-07:00

Why are you sad?
said the loving bunny
"The day was just as bad"
replied his beloved hunny
"It will be alright
just hold on tight
today is ours
and so is tomorrow
would love you for hours
and beat away that sorrow
turn your engines on
let our summer days beckon
we will drive your fastest wind
ride our madness and never bend
your laughter heals it all
would you like to play some ball?
smile for me my dearest bunny
and let me tell you something funny
one day i was so hungry
then i saw two lovely carrots
they were not in my reach
So i ran along the sandy beach
guarded by the reason parrots
the closer i set
the hungrier i get
they were shining in the burning daylight
like the shooting stars of my loneliness midnight
and when i almost touched my pray
the mighty parrot took one away
looked at me and said
"it is only yours for lives ahead"
then i turned to the other one
almost saw her tears in a run
I thought she was looking at me
so i held her tight
caressed her wet skin
"I miss my soul twin"
to me she whispered
my heart just trembled
watching her grief
somehow was a relief
in a minute we reached out
everything we talked about
the funny thing is that i enjoyed my hunger
just seeing her laughter
together we settled for rain drops
as my heartbeats never stops
now keep your faith my lovely carrot
your funny bunny and your twin
wait for you to rejoin in
perhaps it was not that funny
but that was the lifetime story of the loving hungry bunny.

Personal...

2010-05-29T23:55:00.000-07:00

Don't just love me,
sink in my ocean
spell me as your passion
don't be wise or sane
rejoice your madness within me
unchain
don't just reside in my heart
spread
like a start
with no end
attend
my crazy festivals of joy
like a victorious lover boy
don't taste my tears,
devour my darkest fears
don't be my excuse to a revolution
protest
to be my legal right for a dedication
don't be my unfinished verse
be my blessing and my curse
carve your lines all over my skin
spin
when i stand still
catch me if i fell
don't be my midnight dream
be my favorite cup of coffee and the steam
don't be my justice
when i am so unfair
be my air
when i need to hide somewhere
let me be your insomnia
and your early wake up call
let me be your one
and your all
don't be my rushing need
be in slow motion my speed
don't be my title
identify your existence with my name
let your absence grow in me
like an infinite presence of a Bohemian ecstasy
let me be all your women
when all you need is me
let me be your exotic bathing soap
your despair and your hope
let me be your toothbrush that is blue
your painkiller when you catch a flue
let me be your void
when you need to stare
let me form your celluloid
one that only you can share
let me be your white shirt
and wear me as your favorite scent
let me be your unfinished project
and be my most precious asset
let me be your Mac laptop screen
hide me where i can never be seen
touch me like a brad new keyboard
with the joy of typing a long lost word
write me as your story that has never been told
copy me where you are and paste
wrap me around your waist
like a Ralph Lauren towel
put me around your neck as a red fashion shawl
feel me around when your hair gets wet
and let me drip in your aromatic sweat
let me be a book you spend your nights reading
one you never finish
and let me be your extreme fetish
let me be all your personal
your turns on are my arousal
let me be that satin sheet
that curls around your bare feet
let me be your morning shower
and your private secret drawer
let me be your natural make up
and hold me tighter when we wake up
for i would spend my nights as your own pillow
and let you beat in me your pulse
like a savage infection of life in a full artery blood circulation.

From a lover...

2010-05-28T22:41:00.000-07:00

In the school of your love

Your love taught me to grieve
and I have been in need, for centuries
a woman to make me grieve
for a woman, to cry upon her arms
like a sparrow
for a woman to gather my pieces
like shards of broken crystal

Your love has taught me, my lady, the worst habits
it has taught me to read my coffee cups
thousands of times a night
to experiment with alchemy,
to visit fortune tellers

It has taught me to leave my house
to comb the sidewalks
and search your face in raindrops
and in car lights
and to peruse your clothes
in the clothes of unknowns
and to search for your image
even.....even.....
even in the posters of advertisements
your love has taught me
to wander around, for hours
searching for a gypsies hair
that all gypsies women will envy
searching for a face, for a voice
which is all the faces and all the voices...

Your love entered me...my lady
into the cities of sadness
and I before you, never entered
the cities of sadness
I did not know...
that tears are the person
that a person without sadness
is only a shadow of a person...

Your love taught me
to behave like a boy
to draw your face with chalk
upon the wall
upon the sails of fishermen's boats
on the Church bells, on the crucifixes,
your love taught me, how love,
changes the map of time...
Your love taught me, that when I love
the earth stops revolving,
Your love taught me things
that were never accounted for
So I read children's fairy tales
I entered the castles of Jennies
and I dreamt that she would marry me
the Sultan's daughter
those eyes..
clearer than the water of a lagoon
those lips...
more desirable than the flower of pomegranates
and I dreamt that I would kidnap her like a knight and I dreamt that I would give
her necklaces of pearl and coral
Your love taught me, my lady,
what is insanity
it taught me...how life may pass
without the Sultan's daughter arriving

Your love taught me
How to love you in all things
in a bare winter tree,
in dry yellow leaves
in the rain, in a tempest,
in the smallest cafe, we drank in,
in the evenings...our black coffee

Your love taught me...to seek refuge
to seek refuge in hotels without names
in churches without names...
in cafes without names...

Your love taught me...how the night
swells the sadness of strangers
It taught me...how to see Beirut
as a woman...a tyrant of temptation
as a woman, wearing every evening
the most beautiful clothing she possesses
and sprinkling upon her breasts perfume
for the fisherman, and the princes
Your love taught me how to cry without crying
It taught me how sadness sleeps
Like a boy with his feet cut off
in the streets of the Rouche and the Hamra

Your love taught me to grieve
and I have been needing, for centuries
a woman to make me grieve
for a woman, to cry upon her arms
like a sparrow
for a woman to gather my pieces
like shards of broken crystal

Nizar Qabbani,

I thought it would be my honor to put that one great masterpiece of my favorite poet to adorn my blog as i have immense respect for this amazing poet. He sketched my dreams as a young woman who felt every word and saw her prince of dreams loving her in his lines like no man ever did.

Another sweet poem of his has been featured as a lovely song by the talented big Iraqi star Kazem El saher ,i love that one :)

Fever...

2010-05-28T01:00:00.001-07:00

Fever 39
but i am fine
sore throat
looks float
in hazing eyes
mild cries
for your mercy
our mind telepathy
still takes me over
drunk and sober
to where you are
closer yet afar
hysterically i bend
to grasp your descend
growing in my heart
we are never apart
bonds of the soul
connect our call
into the spacious universe
in me you reach
reciting your speech
of healing
and i am kneeling
at your feet
as your hands bless my head
you untie my hair
raising me to your stare
there
I would hide somewhere
within those ribs
covered by your lips
I was hallucinating
as you melted ice on my skin
where have you been??
all my life i was waiting
for you to haunt this pain
insane!
I kept running in the storm
looking for you in the rain drops
the world stops
asking my wind for your thunder
in your dreams i used to wonder
waiting for one day
you will send me a ray
of light..
when you hold me tight
everything suddenly feels alright
tonight
I shall rest my years on your shoulder
your heartbeats tune in a bit louder
as your fingers run through my scattered breed
yearning in that feverish rush
like a weightless mush
I shed one tear of bliss
as we are revealed in a kiss
fate we will dismiss
for eternity we made a pledge
just crossing our phenomenal gateway to heaven.

YOUR DESERT ROSE..

Sketching...

2010-05-26T23:34:00.000-07:00

I ran my brush
on that blank sheet
holding you in my arms
safe from all harms
I held in you my stars
broke all the time bars
you set me free
enjoying you in me
we dance in the lines
swing within the colors
Blue
is where we are true
Red
is burning our passion instead
Black and white
like an eternal twilight
shades of you and me
are inviting our ecstasy
I feel your lips on the back of my neck
your gentle breeze just slick
your colors take me over
as your heart touches me all over
how did these lines curve?
just to shine on your face
the sunlight and the moon ray
sway
only when in your arms i turn
burn
all my words in one kiss
infect my thoughts with a hiss
wrapped around your waist
I almost taste
the years bitter sweet
nothing can be more complete
we rolled on that unfinished sheet
colors fulfilled our yearning skin
with the shades of a rainbow
one that only rises
after a long session of unseasonal rain.

Inspiration..

2010-05-25T11:31:00.000-07:00

When you hide
within my words i find you
by your side
I redefine my virtue
in a poetic random
touching my fate
I celebrate
our chaotic wisdom
with some beating lines
that rejoice at your signs
and i take off that costume
of the poet i assume
only wearing your perfume
running naked in my space
my tears faded on your face
few more colors
you add to the pale skin
lustful lovers
enchanted within
we managed the distance
defeated the absence
what is left for now?
sometimes even the presence
is hard enough
tough
like the cold winter nights
moonless
painless
and wrapped in noisy silence
I wonder at times
how do we make it alive
taking the long road drive
we strive
I love having you near
here
in my cave
so when you wave
I know to me you crave
for tonight,
I am at your right
as your untitled poem
recited in your heart as a little prayer of revelation.

Victoria Secret's ...

2010-05-24T14:22:00.000-07:00

A black box
with red ribbons
crowning my bed
few steps ahead
as i kept staring
what could it be?
your present to me?
i touched my heart
trying to calm the beats down
your fragrance was all around
Creed royal
quite arousal
exceptional!
my fingers trembled
scattered and reassembled
caressing that corner
where you attached your whisper
blowing a giggling kiss
one that i would never miss
I stretched myself beside the box
wondering like a haunting fox
untying the ribbons
releasing these wild looks
melting on your rocks
like an infatuated mermaid
It was that soft
like your shivering lips
that black satin tiny set
a daring Victoria secret
My favorite!
for you i would wear
for your eyes to touch everywhere
In a while,
i will be your Nile
and your mortuary temple
and you will be my earth
and all i am worth
like a melody from heaven
we will tune in the night
getting on that mystical flight
to our soul mates paradise.

The Labriynth...

2010-05-23T02:27:00.001-07:00

Switch those lights off
come in the mystic maze
stumble upon my naked thoughts
let my quivering breaths guide you
your heart beats will lead you
to my treasure
where my butterflies dance
only at your glance
I almost hear your steps
in the silent depth
bare feet
gentle and sweet
riding that ticking clock
turning around the lock
all my senses spark
at your rise in the dark
did you feel them yet?
these million moans in set
ah..i guess you did
removing my lid
there you are
your feet finally touched mine
as i drip my wine
in your thirst cup
don't stop
keep figuring your way out
within my labyrinth
let me be your nonsense
and your insight
here to the right
a cheerful delight
and to the left
is where you are kept
move on upwards or down
the lips are madness
the hips are in bound
carved by your brush
as i blush
when we crush
there on that old leather couch
Aouch..!
may i feed these hungry eyes?
whispering my thunderous lullabies
enchanting my butterflies
that only rejoice
at your voice
saying my name
like a call for a daring game
your wicked card
is tender and hard
striking my board
secrets unfold
with a masterful touch
legs interlock on a soft clutch
grinding out of the ordinary
to the savage ecstasy
I see my face in your eyes
reflection of my paradise
nerves in a race of cries
dams of lust
just been torn apart
and bridges of trust
are built of the dust
intense
baptizing incense
our celebration of rebirth
screaming life out of the womb of contradiction.

forever YOUR DESERT ROSE ;)

Possibilities...

2010-05-18T15:03:00.001-07:00

Can i miss you more?
when i close my eyes i do
as it takes a second for your face
to light up my darkness
then i miss you for a whole second
and more

can i kiss you more?
when i touch my lips i do
blow my sweetness on your chase
to delight my nonsense
so i kiss you to swing my lips around
like louder drums of war

can i feel your touch more?
when i hold my arms i do
reaching out to your base
holding you to my bosoms
like a desert rose that blossoms
at your shore

is it asking too much?
signing your back with one more scratch
if i may dare
do more then a stare
would you care?
if i just roll on your floor
scented with your nectar
feeling your arouse from afar
so close
you strip the rose
to the core
our road is long
holding on to your tongue
I admit
it is where i most fit
lost in between your lips
not wanting to be found
I hear your choking sound
I feel your smashing desire
burning in me like fire
exhales of your resistance
restrictions
that you set free
within me
not enough borders i build
nor strong liners you draw as a shield
in a glance we melt
in a touch we dwelt
in a shiver we met
kept and swept
like an old daring bet
we erupt
in a feverish set
protesting for the time
to stop counting in seconds
as they are long enough for our passion to rest
so tell me if i can?
believe the woman and revive the man?
who are both roaming in their wonder land of possibilities.

Soul mates...

2010-05-16T01:11:00.000-07:00

Their eyes were gazing
on his vivid face
printed like a rainbow
on their blinking eyelids
desperate bids
yearning for their master
to blow in their ears a whisper
like a bullet into their ribs
one daring moan slips
uncovering their smashing beats
as meeting treats
that burst
with lust
salty
was that shining ebony
a rare dashing beauty
soaked in his forbidden dips
of spice
twice
with the exotic ivory
sprinkled chili pepper
in his veins she was a dripper
flavored as fire
tickling yet sauer
bitter sweet
a triumphal retreat
untamed resistance
kept shaking his existence
once they bend
salt and pepper trend
they both lean on his bare skin
shivering within
only adjusting the taste
rolling in haste
unveiling that rippled wave
kneeling before his majesty and crave
for his touch of life
to resurrect their soul
offering their all
asking for none
dancing around their sun
like hailing stars of pleasure
enchanted with his spicy leisure
pulling on his wild trigger
shooting his beating spots
signing in with million dots
along with three initials
crossing to an absolute climax of unseasonal satisfaction.

Political views ..

2010-05-14T12:02:00.001-07:00

Right from the top
downwards non stop
that black crown on your head
invites my fingers to spread
sinking deeper
feeling the warmth of your brain
wise and insane
vertical lines ahead
lovey bones in a sculptured forehead
two bright wells of Ecstasy
guarded with a revealing destiny
dark and mellow
stripping the follow
into a bare stone
striking the moan
into a savage whisper
like an exiled shelter
they stare and keep
in a blare they sweep
all my tears with a glance
inviting my soul to a dance
another barking chance
for redemption
a mere assumption
of a second identification
only you solve the equation
when i reach that nose
softly it blows
your life breeze into me
inspiring my reverie
with a quivering touch
breathtaking and much
royal and dramatic
exotically aristocratic
chaotic..
as i make my way
to your lustful quay
my eyes sway
enchanted by your reception
fatal is the attraction
and magnetic..
they tremble with my name
as my gates are honoring your flame
shaking your silence with my intervention
attention!
in a delightful swing
they pull my longing string
closer to collide
i turn off my celluloid
drowning in your calling flood
responding with a daring nod
fanatic..
to your powerful claiming party
touching all my spots of beauty
you reassure your rising delegation
with every blink of aspiration
of a lifetime period of pleasure to last
reaching the heart of your favorite cast
in a deeper speech
your shivering whispers reach
every single cell
even the hair can tell
patriotic..
and the racing heartbeats announce
the smashing success of your energetic campaign
once again
you drip in my vein
embracing my national flags
redefining all my tags
in an official celebration of a well deserved win
you raise my chin
to seal your formal public announcement with a kiss
ruling my whole existence after a finally democratic election.

Monothiasm...

2010-05-13T12:11:00.000-07:00

I am the fire
dancing on your wire
the truth if you dare
I blink,
for the clouds to cry
my tears are rain
I petrify your pain
when i stare
I sigh,
for the leaves to dry
blowing off my wind
with a blare
when i shine
I am your wine
and you are the skin i wear
as i speak
your sensors sneak
into my mist
within my fist
I hold your dice
my numbers
your choice
as i kiss your fate
on the face of the moon
I shine
it might never be too late
or is it yet too soon?
you are mine
I read my signs
within your lines
fair
if you dare
to be my only messenger of justice
reciting my celestial hymns
in your fortified kingdom of silence.

Savior rains...

2010-05-11T05:23:00.000-07:00

Morning rays tickled my eyes
as i was laying in his arms
another day is being born
another me has been reborn
right from his ribs
my passion drips
with pearls of sweat
in a daring bet
you sealed my lips
with a tender kiss
as i engulfed myself in you
roaming your face
with a cheering embrace
holding my world
stripped and unfold
bold
and i am sold
only with one whisper
as i touch your nose with mine
refilled as your crystal glass of wine
closer
till the lines fade
in an endless serenade
we melt
spent
in our shivering rush
hushhh!
your eyes are screaming
as i explore your map
running my finger tips
along your bursting veins
pouring in your river
slightly as i quiver
electrified with your hailing wave
I crave
for your savior rain
again
claiming for my addictive dose
reviving that shaking desert rose
that almost dried in the heat of the obligation.

Phenomenal...

2010-05-08T13:16:00.000-07:00

Come soon
bring me the moon
and the sun
rest here
always near
seen and done
touch my all
redeem my soul
with a kiss
let your lips confess
what you eagerly miss
while you where sleeping
that much i am keeping
even though
in your dreams i bow
before your highness
we bend in oneness
eternally lost
in an ocean of lust
rolling all over
drunk and sober
out but not over
dripping more wine
I am yours
and you are mine
together we shine
walking down the line
of our conversations
having one more dance
a tango for two
may be you don't have a clue
what your eyes can do
revealing me in you
bare and shaking
with a stare i am taken
on your flying carpet
to reach our ninth cloud
screaming my silence loud
as you gently press my buttons
drowning in your rain
clear and in vain
I erupt
like a mad volcano i dripped
unseasonal shower
bathing in lava upper to lower
short untamed whips
drowning in melting dips
high
we fly
to our sizzling horizons
driven by the moans,we burn
begging for our phenomenal satisfaction.

Tango..

2010-05-07T03:52:00.000-07:00

Your sounds of silence
tickle my soul
they say it all
when you seem to say nothing at all
your eyes do all the talking
while you take my hand to the dance floor
craving to the core
your shades fall on the ground
just as you turn me around
arranging the steps
digging in depth
of that restless wish
one that we would accomplish
eventually in a dramatic fall
as i raise that one last call
our journey begins
reviving all my sins
your silence is ragging
with all those sagging words
as i sharpened my swords
of reason
one more season
for all the memories to spare
it is one dance to dare
enchanting the future
that is inscribed on my skin
with lines of pleasure that shines within
the music grows
your body flows
in swings with mine
as one we combine
united in our moment out of time
breathing our own lust as a rhyme
until our lips meet
in an everlasting greet
one that starts with no end
and i bend
losing myself to your arms
my destiny only rises there
in your racing heartbeat as we both melt in a tango.

with all my love to the beautiful person who made that video. and to the most AMAZING superhero to whom it was made and felt.It means a lot to me more then words can tell.

Missing you...

2010-05-06T23:40:00.000-07:00

still the words are trapped
within my exhausted mind
nothing comes out
as i was trying to work it out
i felt you all around me
holding my restless arms
beating on all my drums
your rhythm of passion
and i turned my head around
to meet your tender lips
in a sudden eclipse
I had to sway
your hands guided my way
to hold on to your eyes
where i sink with all my cries
and i blink
what do you think?
will you hold on to your queen?
how would you retake that scene?
and i felt your fingers through my hair
resting my feverish despair
I touch your face
going through your features i already know
redefining in your grace
only one more way to go
as i close my eyes on my tears
you rush over my skin
all these years where have you been !
I broke all my spells
for you to add your name as one
I hide in you from my own sun
as in your veins i know i run
would you just look for my eyes?
when i try to ride in my painful disguise
would you raise my chin?
when i can hardly bend within
would you rest in my arms forever
like a moan within a shiver
would you undress all these thoughts
and burn all your sailing boats
to feel my bare madness?
would you lead your fingers
through my land of wonders?
would you inhale my essence
as i blow my fire in your presence?
would you lay in my poem
like one unconditional ryhme
that is eternally reviving the words
when they roam running out of chords
would you just hold me tight
when i have nowhere to go
would you be my "yes" and be my "no"
would you crave for my scratch?
as i would die for one more touch
that i would
only if i could
I would turn all your nights around
break your shell and shake your ground
pick your hell as my own heaven
with my free will and be the unforgiven
may be you don't know
cos you already run my show
but this is how i would do
loving you as a martyr of lust
and living you as my own awarding renaissance.

One more dance...

2010-05-04T11:53:00.000-07:00

I see you in my eyes
covered with layers of mist
I feel your trembling breaths
rambling in my deciphered myth
as i confess
my complete surrender
to your massive thunder
that brings down my wall
in one miraculous call
of life
words dance on the tinted sheet
creating a festival on my treat
for you finally set them free
only within you they flee
to roam in your trust
like an exotic crew of lust
they chase your random fears
embrace your crippled tears
with arousing tenderness
in your arms i create my myth
reborn as your priestess
for your fingers to bless
the barking moon is ruling the night
as the blessed priestess is calling the knight
for one more resurrected dance
living her one more chance
purified in your sanctuary as the goddess of pleasure.

Fading resolutions..

2010-05-01T14:11:00.000-07:00

Here i am
at your door
shivering to the core
touching your golden initials bar
so close yet you seemed as far
like a star
but i will not forget
only to you i will submit
my new resistance resolutions
will shake your hand
without feeling this crazy flow
of dancing pleasures
will greet your eyes
telling them all the formal lies
hiding my treasures
will even kiss your cheeks
hoping you won't feel my softened tweaks
dipped in your pressures
if i can only ring that bell
without rushing to my lustful shell
where we used to melt
only your scent is left
one more step
raising my finger up
when you suddenly opened the door
my eyes rested in yours
as my head found its way to your chest
feeling you within my quest
as you held me tight
it simply felt so right
to revive in your arms submitting my own fading resolution.

The Desert rose...

2010-04-30T10:42:00.000-07:00

All the roads lead to you
words dance on your tunes
as my feet sink in your desert dunes
but i keep walking
held by the windy silence
cuddled by your twinkling absence
dried leaves fly in my chase
revolted sand keep touching my face
as i keep shaking
silver stars guide my steps
the shy moonlight beats in my ribs
In depth
my heart drips
like a broken bottle of red wine
I pour my scent in a darkened line
warm
like fresh blood
my storm
is like a ragging flood
in you i sink
trapped in a blink
lost in your fearless why
released with a helpless sigh
i held the sand in my fist
letting it slip
what scene should i skip?
your thunderous departure?
or is it my lightening rapture
when i saw your shadow coming back
through my desert in a victorious attack
i recollected my fragmented heart
ran to your arms in a fresh new start
but i ended up holding my arms tight
it was only your fading light
even the sand now felt as cold
the desert night seemed as bold
how could i forget
that in the desert all you get
are some longing whispers and a shadow of your own inspiration.

Hangover...

2010-04-26T23:22:00.001-07:00

I fixed my hair the way i like it
put on the dress you didn't like me to wear
took off that serene face
cuddling myself in a short trip suitcase
after a two hours drive
I finally made it to feeling alive
banging my head on a Rock n roll classics
nothing else matters as i recited the lyrics
heading bare feet to our deserted beach
the waves are still ragging
covering my soul with a daring bleach
sun rays were staring
to my washed up complexion
perhaps wondering about this sudden redemption
and i kept stepping in the water
in a desperate attempt of getting sober
of your eternal hangover
warmth of your distance
recreated my existance
hating what you made me look like
loving myself feeling your intimate strike
if i can only hold you in me
like you always do when i sink in my sea
how could it be?
that even when i close my eyes
nothing but your vision is there to see
the water reached my neck
as i looked back in a final check
was that your shadow?
waving from afar
your bitter sweet words i wanted to swallow
salted drops tasted as mellow
healing this bleeding scar
I saw my star
reaching out to my hand
I just need to understand
or may be not
I know i beat in your heart
even when we are apart
i run in your veins
reviving your desert with my lustful rain
come beat the pain
redeem your kingdom
only you can restart my system
and bring me back to you in a reincarnating Resurrection.

waiting list

2010-04-26T10:06:00.000-07:00

What a long list
names strike me like a hardened fist
cheering quotes
forbidden emotions
drowning boats
fighting your mightiest cautions
too many letters mixed with hopes
much more wishes tied with satin ropes
smiles dipped in longing moans
an inundated screen with laughter loans
anxious anticipations
waiting for survival
a hell of expectations
living the illusionist rival
all ready to press this confusion button
watching your million faces
living you in their own places
you are their all and nothing
you give them what you can't have
always missing the core of the graph
you may see your beast in their eyes
may be you already created a monster
one that can hear your whining whisper
nobody knows when your heart dies
the loner is attracted to the wireless magnet
in the field of emotions there is no budget
as i watch the lines jumping in despair
the feelings are naked only your name they wear
and i stare
i can still see your mask of the day
stronger it becomes,when you are away
the more you hide
you simply collide
who will make it top of this quest?
where am i on your madness list..?
why do i care
if you noticed me smiling and touching my hair
looking at you
in fulfilling view
i can be somewhere around your fingers to press
only if you dare to confess
how much you get scared watching this instantly growing waiting list.

Extra buttons...

2010-04-24T16:50:00.001-07:00

Like an extra button on your shirt
you remember it when you need it
But it’s always there…

Extra coffee, when you are in the mood
May be some more spices added to your food
You only feel it when you need it,
But it’s always there……

It’s kind of frustrated
Feeling alienated
You had one special place in the heart
But someone has got to be hurt

Your fire started so strong
Then something simply went wrong
One cloud is approaching,
Full of black rain
One heart is crashing
The other is hardly in pain
No more sweet talks to flirt
Someone has got to be hurt

Like a precious book on your life's shelf
A book you have to pick it up yourself
And when you are kept in another story
Being the hero you greet your glory
You are fine with a button less shirt
You just don’t feel it when somebody s got hurt

People change
Just like everything
But the wounded bird can still sing
He can’t fly …………
Now that u set him free
He can’t even cry…………….
That his tears
you might not see……
Even if you try now to button the shirt…
Someone has already been hurt…..