In front of the steamed mirror...

Wearing your fragrance
My scent
On your skin
Is my identity

Inviting my resistance
I Learnt
The innocent sin
For my eternity

Enjoying your existence
My saint
Diamond is my tin
And your fantasy

Existing in your absence
I paint
Screaming within
My scripted ecstasy

Colors of my resistance
Faint
Strong as I never been
I spell your name
On the steamed mirror
Within the memories frame
Inspiring all my power
Confronting the sudden shame
To see my face melt
Through the fading letters.

Thoughts...

bare feet
on the wisdom marble
sloping thoughts
of savage innocence

sinful priest
one more candle
floating boats
of purifying incense

rotten meat
in the eternal jungle
wearing black coats
marketing the nonsense

last row seat
is more then i can handle
writing down notes
of my existing absence

weakened beat
triumphal defeat
of a chance
may be a dance?
on the melody of hope

The unfair questions..

fair?
What is fair?
Which mask to wear?
Which cloud to ride?
Which impossible to dare?
And i sigh..
Passing by..
A dried old rose
Between the lines of the "why"
Old and shy
Scented with the memories
Encrypted with the melodies
Can I fly?

A tiered question mark
Fading candles spark
The incense of sins
Is purifying the dark
Blessings of a cry
And i fight......
No, don’t turn on the light
I have no more words to write
Enchanted by the tears
Holding my soul tight
And i smile....
I set my own trial
Convicted with your existence
And sentenced to my eternal resistance
Can I be the rule?
And the tool?
The wise?
And the Otherwise?
The sick?
And the sane?
The desert rose
Dying from the rain?
And i stare
To the “nothing” i should wear
To the naked truth
Knowing that
What is just unfair..
Is the only fair enough.

whips of healing..

The whips of guilt
Heal
Turn the wheel
Of time
That is eternal
Intended smiles
Walking for miles
Burnt face
A mad chase
Of death
And rebirth
Bare feet
Stained sheet
Of ignorance
And fear
A dried tear
She keeps running
Furious
Curious
How long will it take?
For a heart to shake
And when she fell
Her racing beats would tell
The body is free
To dry..
To die..
Yet the soul is destined
To turn in time
Whipped with the silent screams
Of the guilty and the innocent

Shine..

decipher my codes
relief my loads
rise in me
my sunshine

endure my pains
erase the stains
redefine in me
evil and divine

sweetness of sugar
bitterness of sour
claim to be
my thin red line

bring back my smile
even for a little while
set me free
be the blood in my veins
and the wine

chase my dreams away
be the ocean and the quay
sail in my fantasy
be the code and the sign

weave the rope
kill my hope
break the spell
dry this well
blow off my candles
and shine

An empty cup

A dream..?
That fast..
It passed..
Like a smile
Through some tears
For a while
It felt like years
Cheers..!
Like a scrap
In the heart
one word verse
An aborted start
Haunting Spears..
Of life and death
A healing breath
Two eyes that close
For a final blink
More pain to drink
More stairs..
Of hope and despair
Ascending the soul
To the ultimate whole
To the heaven of hell
To the damn old shell
And she kept stirring her cup
Till her time is up
Slowly she tried to drink
Closing her eyes
On the final blink
Where do these tears sink..?
With a smile on her face
she had more memories to erase
As she just woke up
Stirring an empty cup.

the land of confusion

The land of confusion…
You keep dragging me there…
To the land of confusion
Where doubts are everywhere
Where grows the illusion…
I try to flee, sticking to reason
I fight to win and beat your demon…
As sharp as it can be
you are to hurt
When the sweetest thing to be,
is your heart
You seem cool
like the wind of June
Its clever how u can fool
Even your own tune
its uncompleted...
donno why i couldnt finish it...