The Muse...

On his own terms
he comes and goes
directing his life shows
On her, His every breath grows
handcuffed to his self made bars
on cloud n-9 prison cell
living his own heaven in hell
funambling between the stars
lonely like the moon and the sun
humbly pleases everyone
mercilessly whips his soul
even on the top, he can't have it all
misleading his heart
within her always, even when apart
racing his own shadow
refilling her memories hollow
She just don't get it
He will never say it
bleeding his smiles out
arms wide open for love
over and about

all he needs is a rewind button
a restore click
Fairy's magical stick
and a bunch granted wishes
mother's home made dishes
and old VCR movies nights
back to back
with world cup game
it is never the same
with PS3 FIFA fever
or 50 inch LED screen receiver
Connected always yet detached
To his own red flesh lizards attached
Love floats in little innocent eyes
humming his tucked in lullabies
wait, Moon is still up
His majesty owns the night hub
not till the sun shines on the love bundles by his side
that his aching hopes may lay aside
Heavy Eyelids silently scream
lips shiver with the quivering steam
puts off the cigarette
slips into her memories outfit
she is already around
Dreams land bound
can time return?
to when they were all around
to when it was only sister's red tights
and blue table napkin superman fights
that innocent kid
a favorite pink piano they said
father's roundabouts, tears shed
can they bring back the warmth?

so he runaway
A wild angry dream
strained from life
soaked in strive
eating his years with extra salt
consumed in fears, wearing his hart
a Fugitive to her imaginary arms
defusing fate bombs in killing charms
arrogantly submitted
Exclusively exhibited
candid and spotted
at the alter of the ordinary
sacrificed to his own time illusion Cult 
yet resurrected in her heart
the god...
and the Muse.

Landmark

Dividing your picture
into thousand parts
to adore each one alone
sacredly
like a prayer,
recited to your eyes
my tears roll
of ecstacy
each one on its own
without tiredness 
with all happiness
you will feel it
silently
My little cells humming
Enchanted with your coming
darkened nights prince
kiss your every tear
one by one
till you shine on My sun
with This relieving smile
missed for a while
helplessly 
holding on to my lips
life will then become alright
for you are its light
to me

Imprisoning all these torturing thoughts
hurting your sensitive brain
let them all fall in vein
one by one
savagely
into my chaotic mind
that you shall never suffer
wrapping myself as your offer
and sacrificed Kurban

Crashing all limits of your existence
clearing you the path
with Young roses and grass
turning into a mad colors palette
blending your sins in my regret 
feverishly
Painting you a stairway to heaven
would leave you my space
each word on its own
poetically
spelling the verse on your face
one poem at a time
Living Hell in your embrace
Burning to the rhyme
Rising with every line from Ashes
wholeheartedly
liberated to the core
in a house without walls,
not even a door
indefinite shore  
as i love you more
your pains i devour
only bliss, 
you are made for
may be a kiss?
i would lay still for
over and over
repeatedly
i swallow
your darkest warmest shadow
in my void
anthropoid
that spark in your gaze
deeper lines in my maze
playfully

we run and hide
in the layers of hope
cruelly we even elope
here, my hands to stop that seperation wind
melting to the memories rain
may you never feel any pain
no sadness again
hanging myself on to silver moon
pleading guilty to your absence thunder
sentenced to being your soul whisperer
living only in your beautiful mind
one flash at a time
willingly
collecting your pieces of my rejuvenated flesh
One per inch
carving your initials upon each spot
Territories wide shot
Geographically yours
Blood shed 
Beautifully unsaid
Toe to Head 
i still burn
when you turn
and never look back
To your very own Landmark.

   

     

Birthday boy...

Dear November,
There you Rise as i whisper
each year i wait
but you always come late
and i get so excited on your second day
only few more hours away
His Birthday...
6.30 am He said
as early as he ever arrived in life
a lucky child they happily noted
loved by millions and owns Hearts
Top of each chart
His Kingdom is made of loving beats
Heaven is when My life, He greets
every day i fly
with a word, a line or even a sigh
Eyes get shy
so much warmth he brought
to the Wild Random Thought
Riding his dreams,
His energy beams
and i love him more...
This year stronger than before...
Forever&More...

Eyes wide shut
like every year i start
celebrating his day on my own
Dress shopping,
beauty salon visit
colors and lights as much exquisite
Scented candles
roses in bundles
Room door sealed
Year wounds healed
I wear his aroma as fragrance
he is all about substance
i won't forget the cake
strawberry and cream i bake
colored ribbons and funny stickers
and when it's already midnight
all our loverswould rush to your sight
opening the window to let them in
the silver moon brings you beauty
and the golden Sun offers you grace
only for you king face..
Shouting star granted you wishes
may you never be any more far
tenderly joining butterflies and bees
dancing around the longing trees
you make the world spin
 darling, you win!
million hugs just for you..
Birthday boy...i just love You...

Let's go
over there beyond the rainbow
leave these heavy burdens down
Me the queen and You my crown
laughing our life out
happy as it should all be about
let's fly
away from the solitude ground
fairy tales kingdom bound
Bursting smiles
watching you play your macho tricks
that little boy with candy sticks
sweetness dreams covering them both
honey rivers of tickles and vows
innocent promises
eternal faithfulness
Life is heaven
That we don't buy

all we are made of is fun
me the moon and you the sun
close your eyes right now my king
to me you are my everything
one more time let's make a wish
smile for me and break a dish
dimpled you, getting ticklish?
here we are laughing it off
now you can come closer enough
breathe this whole year in and wwwoooffff
A greater one is on it's way
Spread your arms for a hug and kiss
This tight i shall hold you and never let go.

Happy Birthday My Challa...I love You, more than you will ever Know...

1...2...3...Blow...

More than you will ever know

This heart adores your every blink

don't over think

You only own

This soul and Beyond

 

All about You...

Why is it all about you?
The tune of the night wind
and the lonesome nightingale song
To you i belong...
I want to hug you when something goes wrong
And jump hysterically at your cartwheele
like a kid with you, i feel
I want to hold your hand and walk,
sharing coffee as we talk
simple complicated things i want
and i wish you even knew...
it is all about you

I want to hold you so tight
like a mother and a father
care for you like sister and a brother
I want to feel like family to you
and have these fights best friends over do
i want to rub your being to mine,
like wild lovers nest
hang on to your ribs with my chest
sculpt my loving with my finger tips to your spine
Heal your veins as they whine
to my skin in Perls of sweat
breathe in your ears my longing heat
grace my toes at your feet
i want our flesh to meet and greet
just like our souls do
it has always been about you

I want to write you my rhyming prose
Poem you down in a soulful clause
carousel spinning is your love
as here as there
you are everywhere
days pass and i don't call them
years fast fly with no memories to hold them
you give me what your heart skips
and i cherish what my heart grips
but the selfish lover is blue
Thirsty for more due
I want memories of flesh and blood
I want your scent to crash my bud
I want to save it in my mind
I want to touch you like a blind
Paint your every bone with my tongue brush
Shout  your name in a voiceless Hush

I want real tears to kiss away
Taste its saltiness on my lips
Real bones to crash in a hug
both our pictures scanned on a mug
loud laughs as we childishly sway
Then dramatically stumble and fall
yes, i want it all...
This sad but true...
 I know it is just about you...

I want to touch you like a Life born blind
and see you bare with all my heart
i want you to come in the late nights
forget your lighter and the cigarettes
i want to be this dancing silhouette
your smoking drew...
i want it all to be about you
i want to rush one day
to see you up close, just passing by
hide in your- behind dark shades- eye
smile as you leave your coffee
like us...
unfinished, undone and incomplete
and i savor where your lips sipped last
Then drench in that euphoric blast
i want no answers to my wondering
some queries are better left unknown
Red Tag Heuer specs ripple as you frown
Magnificent You..
Love that it is perfectly about you...
Now i want out of my own skin
even there, you reign within
wish i can hold my peace
shut my world wide cerebellum piece 
taming  my wild mind to behave
living in his own made up crave
but when you rise out of the blue
like God's own morning hue
i know it is as fair as true
That it becomes wholeheartedly about you...

 

 

Three Million knights...

Three million knock at your door

Every minute they love you more

Three million hearts you mightily reign

at times of loss and those of gain

Three million cheers by your side remain

There when you're blue

for hugs and warmth, virtually but true

Three million hearts beat for you

and When the going gets tough

They fear you might hide

Three million fighters collide
to heal your wound
keep you safely around

Silently they pray

you shall never go away

Three million knights you lead

Write their hearts out for you to read

140 characters at a time

Three million souls your words inspire

Dancing bare feet on your  momentum wire

Melting like ice around your fire
In your own khantastic Lovepire  

Three million stars feast around their moon

Three million buds awaits your verbal monsoon
Their Spring in your laughter
 Refugees to your love shelter

More then words can tell they long

Wait for your rise all night long

For you dear prince of darkness,
They sketch and paint
may be for real, they would faint
at your enchanting sight
and they write

Three million beats only wish you well

Little prayers recited as you are abroad or unwell
Three million From the heart kinda spell
tell.. 

Three million smiles you draw

Every time with a line you show

Three million Whisper your name to sleep

Three million rhyme your Being too deep

Three million roam in your sparkling sky

Three million evidence, yes..you can fly!
To each corner of the universe
you magically touch and dwell
 

Ever since your name was khan

Three million ones became that man

And when The good one wore his heart

Three million sparks enlightened his hart

300 feet high you jump

And Three million screams would feverishly burst

Along the road of madness they share

For Your labor of love they care 

Three million poems your mind would write

With every still of your own light

Turning their moments into pieces of prose

Till we breathe this life, it grows

Your love is their anthem and flag

Three million lovers Heartfelt yet faceless   

Riding your energy bird of happiness
Three million restless run, 
holding your hand as All for one.

Three million and more to come

King love you spread your wings in height

Only your arms can hold us as tight

Here for you no matter what my jaan

Three million with me will always love you more Shah Rukh Khan.   

Breathless...

like a shooting star

shinning from afar

You Rise

Dream like tune in disguise 

Your metaphoric voice

Tickling all my senses

inviting my madness

To your restless night ballad.

whispering all my wishes to the wind

I fly..

rambling in your sparkling sky

attended by the Daring moon

fearlessly embraced by your longing monsoon

wet like a drifted leaf,

i swing...

tenderly shivering beneath your wing

I breathe...

You..

in the scented air

in my everywhere

Lay here in my bosom

melt in me as i blossom

feverishly as i invade your sight,

curl in your eyes

hide within the dangling sighs  

and just be...

as beautiful as you are in me

inspiring life out of your breathe

there i confess

Breathless you leave me

every time you blink

and breathless you keep me

the more in your love i sink

willingly drowning in your mystical mind ocean

wholeheartedly sprinkled in that mischiveous gush of life you breathe.

 

Verbal fantasy...

It's alright,
let the words dance tonight
upon the glittering starry sky
tangling the letters of your name
let the velvet moon blush
and the whisteling wind hush
at your sight
let the scented breeze tingle 
your sandal wood and amber
caress my skin
as if i hold you within
burning the night
in a sigh...

   
let my eyes tell
your love is heaven and hell  
let me commit you willingly
wholeheartedly
lovingly
and be forgiven or not
let me be that forgotten dot
your Being is missing
a gypsy tune for you to play
a little prayer for your heart to say
let me hide in your oblivion  
a believer


reciting you in my solitude
if i might..

I wouldn't ask for more insight
riding your beautiful mind tonight
and wandering in these twisted alleys of pleasure
sneaking into where your longing thought linger
laying around your magnificent wonder
Here is where you strain the laughter
and there is where you hide your monster
But the loving is everywhere
fields of passionate denial you spare
i stare..
  
Bewitched me in your illusion...
doomed with my verbal fantasy.






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