Out of My words...

Sometimes I need to lose you
To win my words,
to fight this me in you
waving my feminine swords
For you to leave my lines
And to reside in my pages
Read my vigorous signs
Fascinated me
shaken in a furious mess
sometimes I need to let go of your handsomeness
this fatal attractive handsomeness you really are
for a myth
Out of my own imagination
creating in me one more you
This creative me

Sometimes,
I need to gift your sweet smile,
your husky morning voice
your jealous questions
riding my sliding waves
your masculine after shaves
our wondering exotic hiss
To All the jealous women of the world
And You Still be.. mine
Until I give birth of a book from you
That no woman would carry in her womb but me
within your words i am to be
silken cover
in our laces of lust
That much i trust
This Arrogant me



Sometimes, I need to write you
More then my need of your love
To describe you
More then my need to actually see you
To cry you
To miss you
To crave you
To reconstruct your vision in my mind
To pause that me putting you on a shuffle rewind
Sometimes I need to ask the places about you
More than my need to visit the places with you
That even the places wonder
About that lonesome me..

Sometimes i need
To get sad
Imagining my life without you
More than my need to feel the ecstasy
of getting ready for you
stepping into my dreams
as beautiful as it seems
in there i dance you
Rhythm of life
That daring me...

Ahhh..
Your love took me
Made me forget to write you
And I wanted you ruling my inspiration
My only man and exclamation
I want All of you
hiding in my exposed self
shining off my time's shelf
the writer that i once was
and the lover i will always be.

Farishtey...

Shah Rukh Khan on WhoSay

This man..
can
His fingers erase the noise of the memory
reshaping the heart
as a clean board
ready for the colored chalks
of the flying time children
with His innocence

This man..
sloping as mercury
if you try to catch him
you lose
the impossible bird
is a professional
in setting golden cages on fire
and ice

This man..
can never be imprisoned
not even in the wide infinite sea
not even in me
always traveling beyond his horizon
twirling along the wire
gambling in hell
His own paradise

This man
is like a fairytale
crossing women like a shadow
in the parades of motherhood
that only deliver red flesh of fascination
master of expectation
giving it all
in his sweet nothings
stills in spinnings
This bad & nice

This man
like a delicious magnetic mine
spelled in drops like fine wine
exploded within the colors of his absence
hidden around such attended presence
drenched in his aromatic essence..
I sink
present he is
under my skin
in my deepest sin
Deconstructed
as my one virtuous verse
redeemed
esteemed
the one who is as fatal
as Merciful.
And as protecting
as a Saving Angel.

Disastrous..

Yes,i want you
I want All of you
just for me
now, this bad and instantly
like a damaging Hurricane
Bursting of the wise
and the insane
My reign
in you, this forever Era
guilty pleasures drain
screaming endlessly
Helplessly,
as you submit..



like a miraculous flood
i run in your blood
that daring Rush
you can't hush
spreading around your dehydrated skin
thirsty for my within,
you are
my dearest superstar
when we lose,we win
This evil grin,
I fetch
As your virtuous sin
I itch
dancing on Your every inch
drowning in the feverish drench
bare
unfair
wholeheartedly
that powerfully
My threat



like a tear that you can't stop
and a tear that you never drop
i want to be
your agitated comma and your crawling Full stop
the language you never use
the same words you would always chose
dripping as this favorite perfume
sprinkled as your own aroma,
having you All just for me
Like a natural disaster i want to be
this mad
this sad
and this selfishly.





wanna be your chammack challo..;)

By the sea...

By the sea
only a you
and a me
wondering around that fairytale
my hazy inhale
your steaming exhale
our life in a breath,
we do spell
the sea one day will tell
whispered to me that shell
your naughty words
my girlish swords
so much happily,
Alive



louder exploded laughs
footsteps in dreaming graphs
shy initials
crossing a built in heart
childish games in the sand
tickled breeze in demand
large waves chasing that crazy "us"
all wet
we become
all set
as a shaken drum
for a round of love



So much that shell
could tell
but still
it is only one line of steps
that i see
and only that me
By the sea...
with a smooth round stone
as small as a world
and as large as Alone.

Your One&Only...

From behind His words
She reached to his sense
Touching all his hints
Wickedly,
brushing his puzzles
Tenderly,
Unveiling her powers
Exotic weakness
dips of Scented madness
just like a favorite thought
she lingers upon his mind
Captured in a blink
He lips her every cell
only His tongue can tell
how much she craves
her vigorous waves
Rise
In his definite otherwise
She Shines in disguise
His immortal destiny
worshiping him unconditionally
Before Time,
they both are
that close & that far
their Home upon a star
that is twinkling
within Their Rhapsody
To her He is All there is
To Him she is His
Eternal Fantasy.



I dare you to let me be..your One &Only...

Our Celebration...

The morning sunshine
smiled at me
tickled by the sneaking ray
painting warmth on my day
i jumped out of my night remains
sparkling tree
few giggles in me
those sheets of snow
tell stories we should know
by now
looking around
expecting to be found
everything is still the same
looking at my steaming mirror
I picked you out of my eyelid cover
inhaling your fragrance on my skin
feeling you around in my deep within
your fingers play
on my dangerous sway
as i turn
to hold your face
to land in your embrace
to chase
all these passing moments
to pause
for the time froze
with you
lazy droplets of water
draw my steps
on my way out
of the steaming shower



here..
two more steps
you ran after me
jumping on the couch
Our crying ouch!
filled the air with louder laughs
tiny flying feathers
as we cuddled in
Enjoying that pillow fight
we were happy
even if it was just
for that one night



I stumbled on your cigarette pack
only one more left
you took it out
then left
lucky set
it last touched your lips
now it rests between mine
as i curled within your white shirt
holding in my hand your coffee cup
and in my mind, a scented memory
of your first night over,
and an unforgettable celebration.

Be well..

Then i felt the pain
in me
crawling in craving ecstasy
spinning around my every cell
so much of what your smiles don't tell
beyond the dark shades
your eyes were like fire grenades
smiling still
damn this will!
what you don't show
is all i needed to know
screaming in my silence
May it be me in pain
and never you
May it be me in vain
just for you
Rest within my healing sheets
just lay around its warming pleats
curl in among the loving words
let them beat these roaring swords
of disguised Resistance
Restart
so heavy is my heart

Float upon the surface of your mind
Be your own fast forward and rewind
you are life for me
as strong as it can be
yet as beautiful
you set me free
So, only Yours
Forever and more
a sea with no shore
our infinity

Be well
Break every weakening shell
My Little prayers weave your name
All my words just do the same
invite your power
to a healing test
let pain know you are simply the best
surrounded with so much love
My superhero will definitely
Refill
and..Be well.