Little Things...

Unwillingly intentional
unpleasantly irrational,
your seasonal silence
escaping Life show
drowning into circles you draw
on your own you think you go
Darling No!
with you i go,
as i invisibly blow
the fading candles of your absence
My stubborn Resilience
And these little things you do
Rise and stare
to your adjusted unfair
Holding each letter close
whispering to each orphan prose
Secrets only you would know



Landing on my moistened lips
your dimpled expressioned trips
Building palaces of joy
living as your spoiled rotten favorite toy
for this intimate instant
Even you keep distant
you get deeply in
where i hide within
but you don't know
these little things of yours
in me, grow



These little things of yours
holding the lighter for one more cigarette
while at your feet, i bent
your own wild cat seduced
following those smoke circles you spread
around the corners of my thread
holding your every breath in my heart
for when you leave, we are never apart
i keep that moistened filter
Tasting my salty dripping laughter
blessed with your lips print
some candies you left
You, The Only Resident of the Heart
missing you that much
hurts!
laying upon the moments before you go
these little things you throw
on me, Grow



This little tiered smile
you send
while gazing to the ever after end
and the locked door
steaming the cold floor
your bare feet tracing the Time dust
into waves of lust
the hours moan
Our memories loan
as i sip what's left in the cup
bittersweet is your coffee
from where your lips last tipped
My feverishly brush has dipped
with more quivering marks
my shivering mind sparks
at that flow
these little things of yours
intentionally, grow



How could you dare to leave?
why don't you just ..stay, in my arms for good!
wondered your favorite chair scented wood
at the welcome of the gentle curtain shy slip
upon its empty Creed Royal stained bars
Missing the moon,weep the looney stars
a gush of cold wind slapped my teary cheeks
as i curled into an old line
you wrote at the side of the other day paper
mixed with the black ink
your words dance, my eyes blink
cheers to your present absence
for these little things of yours
..you don't show,
Yet gracefully, still your presence..glow.

Law...

I gave myself the right
to love you as right
as wrong
to be the lyrics of your silent
song
to shine in your darkest night
as bright
the lonely princess of the bravest knight
who gave her his arms as a shelter
and they lived happily ever after
This silly
i get to become
craving for you to come
Home..



I gave myself the right
to miss you when you are around
but not quivering in my eyes
to listen when you don't sound
but your screaming moans madly rise
Inside of me..
million whys
I dared myself to be
that thought you try to shut away
and end up living its every detail
in repeat
that note you are afraid to read
yet you keep it closer to your heart
in pleat
That justice plead
you deny
that urging need
you live by
That fired sigh
you skip
in a soaking drip
only you can taste
secretly



I gave myself the right
to Reign
your unspoken desires
to stain
your revolutionary fliers
Sentence you to my dangerous zone
watch you roar
as you submit
Declare the war
For,
I already gave myself the right
to be that constitutional law
when the trial is due
Being in you
From that instant
infinitely.



For You My Forever Valentine..

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Resolutions...

I failed
Again!
I needed to stop needing you
but i ended up
needing you more
Like the sea holding its shore
wickedly extracted...
Enchanted

I wanted to never wanting you
but i only kept
That Extreme Urge
Like A Spilled cup
Bewildered

Cursed myself
with words&tears
crashed my hopes
with swords of fears
bleeded to the core
what to do more?

I want to hate you
and learn the art of letting go
whispered to my Delusional mind
I soak myself in dreams
feeling you around or so it seems
killing myself with belief
your absent presence is my relief
or so i think
That way i sink
more into your neutral attention
That you simply expose
Beyond the verse&the Prose
Through the fire of your burning sighs
these unheard cries
Where you hide me
within the muse
Reading all your cues
laughing till bursting tears
in the sudden happening of silence



But...
I still shiver to your Undialled call
Run to your unopened arms
Dance around your Never mine charms
I still Hail
To your comings
And I still Fail
To My Never Accomplished Resolutions.

Rolling Dais...

I tell you yes
then i object
I ask you to come
then i repent
I say that i don't care
all of it in one stare,
that only you can get
as i split
a Truth and a lie
a reason and a why
as bold as shy
I dare to cry
only with you
I dare to contradict



your black and white
my darkened light
I melt
when you accept
and i reset
in between your dais and bet
turn around that Russian roulette
just let me be,
your once in a lifetime
absolutist attempt.

play my game
call my name
whisper to the rolling dais
Your secret to My paradise
Then believe them now
My eyes..
when they insist

that gambler you are
exposed as a shooting star
knows it all
hears the call
picking the right trigger
smiling
as it would only cost
one reviving bullet.

Life Sting...

You
running every moment
upon my forehead
like a tiny black scorpion
sloping down
There where i usually frown
crossing the cheeks to the nose
stepping out of my prose
dancing around the trembling lips
Here..yes..
sting me
till i bleed
plant your life seed
in that arid field
craving for all your poison
My life saving scorpion



I shed your darkness inside of me
for me to light up
no, don't stop..
These comforting pains
Your handcuffs and my chains
Feverish rains
Then i hear your voice
Bold&Husky
In You, My forgiven sinner
I soak in a delirious shiver
that i almost forgot
you in me..i still have got
your tune
bare dune
whispering heat
your voice
my fleet
the waterfall that purifies the Me
Standing there underneath
bare of the past and the future
spreading all my doors wide open
melted frozen
for you to step in
come!
like claws
your words pinch in my violated memory
dear is that felony
As convicted prisoners
we meet
with our eyes hanged on the running away time
floating like a paper kite
in the hands of a playful kid



There i am
looking for its sharp teeth,
your absence
so that they may rest in my heart
and let me sleep only then
with the peace of innocent children
Living for a moment
the fantasy of letting go,
poisoned with a love bite.

Actually Virtual....

They say you are not mine
And that i am crazy,
For loving you so much
For living you and such
darling,How clueless they are!
So what if you are that far?
if you are that shining superstar
And i am just a few words away
a line in a mention
or a wandering verse if i may

what if all the being curls into some letters
some curved lines in twinkling glitters
some laughing dots
and at times some serious Nots
Breathing Hope and Despair
Smiling tears in a longing stare
this unfair



what Do they know?
about the yearning fingers
as your call lingers
tenderly holding each sentence
making love to your Present absence
shivering around the moaning screen
Exposed and unseen
This sensually Mystical


They don't know
what we don't show
so what if we are shy?
hiding behind a smile & a sigh
cuddling around the beary Caps Hugs
flashing animated kisses to space
Greeting whispers rest on your face
Making memories of our own
My Prince of darkness, i am your own.
Being "Your Aphrodite"
at an alter of the pantheon
in an Athens holiday
"Your Geisha"
at the taste of your first Sushi
During your Berlin stay
once a "Spanish guitar" ballad
in a "one man show"
What do they know...
that dancing smoke
on your morning "Black coffee and a cigarette"
This "Marionette"
only your being pulls into insanity and bliss.



what do they know?
how a simple "Yippie" makes my day
and a Capital "A" would make me sway
They just Don't
my woulds and your won'ts
Perpetual
As real as the actual
is our Enigmatic virtual my love..



Here i am
celebrating you in our world of words
blow the candles
make a wish
this ticklish
ia the thought of your dimpled kiss
That of you i never miss
Flying one more your way
Have the million kisses Birthday
My sacred ritual
at your linguistic temple
Burning Grammatic incense
Reciting your name in each breath
subjected to my actual
As Your predicated virtual.





Happy Birthday darling..May next year brings you more love,Health,wealth and always loads of blessings..Love you..Hope my humble words can slightly tell..








Cute charming voice by Our Very Own Mony @Misr_Kinglover..we love you Shahrukh.more then you know..

Out of My words...

Sometimes I need to lose you
To win my words,
to fight this me in you
waving my feminine swords
For you to leave my lines
And to reside in my pages
Read my vigorous signs
Fascinated me
shaken in a furious mess
sometimes I need to let go of your handsomeness
this fatal attractive handsomeness you really are
for a myth
Out of my own imagination
creating in me one more you
This creative me

Sometimes,
I need to gift your sweet smile,
your husky morning voice
your jealous questions
riding my sliding waves
your masculine after shaves
our wondering exotic hiss
To All the jealous women of the world
And You Still be.. mine
Until I give birth of a book from you
That no woman would carry in her womb but me
within your words i am to be
silken cover
in our laces of lust
That much i trust
This Arrogant me



Sometimes, I need to write you
More then my need of your love
To describe you
More then my need to actually see you
To cry you
To miss you
To crave you
To reconstruct your vision in my mind
To pause that me putting you on a shuffle rewind
Sometimes I need to ask the places about you
More than my need to visit the places with you
That even the places wonder
About that lonesome me..

Sometimes i need
To get sad
Imagining my life without you
More than my need to feel the ecstasy
of getting ready for you
stepping into my dreams
as beautiful as it seems
in there i dance you
Rhythm of life
That daring me...

Ahhh..
Your love took me
Made me forget to write you
And I wanted you ruling my inspiration
My only man and exclamation
I want All of you
hiding in my exposed self
shining off my time's shelf
the writer that i once was
and the lover i will always be.