Always on My Mind you baby...

Thursday, February 14, 2013

Soul Stunt...

How much more do i have to give
for you to come back?
i offered countless prayers
gave up all my bad habits
Heart Discipline
Hope manners
burnt  faith candles
faked some smiling bundles
Savagely Crippled the tears
turned in all seasons
your absence stirs
squeezed in anger
in tendered whisper
i roar
what for?
Slapping after your going the door.

With All my power
I failed
as much as i have always wanted
to keep you safely wrapped in my womb
to nurse your pain away
in my heart i wanted you to stay
but you bubbled off
like a mad hurricane
leaving me derooted
Freedom jailed
crushed with reality
smashed with illusion
into collective fragments
perfection ingredients
imperfectly brewed
Stoned softened
Yet, mushing cruel.

I dare you to come closer
in your own territory
one more thought speed
I dare me to rise brighter
in my own incriminatory
one more sinful plead
I would
just as much as you
just as much as you
just as much as we both
enslaved to our own creation
we laugh till misty pain
cry louder in silent vain
you tell
how much soul should i sell
to get you back
Off that track
into me
Out of your reel heaven
and my real hell
for without you
it gets even more solitary
in my mind's shell.

Performing them all
Audience Spree
Safety free
Daring For You,
To Soul Stunt.

Please Come Back...
I am Melting in your absence...
Happy Valentine's Day King Love...

My Poems Recitations for My Shah...

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