Promises Spree.

I promised i wouldn't love you
this much anymore
watching the wild waves
get crashed at the sanity shore
but before the big words
i chickened...
I couldn't but to love you
even more
I promised i wouldn't come back
if i ever left
i weakened
and strongly returned
i wouldn't
but to be around
expecting more
I promised not to expire of longing
but i did...
million times i did
not even once i resigned
of ecstatically waiting
your rising fore

With things bigger than me,
i promised
Not to be that foolish mad
Not to be that happily sad
but i was
not to write in your eyes
a verse or a prose
not to shiver by your aristocratic nose
as life miraculously out of you blows
too many nots
released tight knots
of my stupidity
as much as i cried
i laughed
numb no more

I promised not to care
when before me giggles your hair
flopping proudly around your face
but when it vigorously kissed my skin
i giggled within
I promised not to stare
when i get dramatically invaded with your sudden gaze
but when i saw them raining stars
your sky deep eyes
i euphorically beamed
I promised not to love you
that much more
not to live by your yearning shore
but no matter how hard they hit the sand
they keep rising
boldly asking
for hugs
the mighty waves
off the tendered sand haves

i do hate how much i keep loving you

as much as i guiltlessly enjoy my broken promises spree.

Love you ...so much...