Here... He must've graced this space Down the stairs of the plane something felt insane but sweet... There, must've stepped his Golden-Goosed feet... and hugged as tight, our souls every time we mind meet... my burning sighs on repeat.. like his latest ballad in my headphones as i live this life and as long only to him, i belong they thought it was the handbag i am dragging... but it was just my beating heart, love-lagging... Ah! he definitely stood there! for a security point-check may be on his soft cheek, from another lover, a peck and fast on this electrical line he probably had his fans align just like my at this vision of air, gushes out now at last! also, like yours, my hand to my pocket, rushes.. a fire spark and the smoke rings fly you go only once they say, so i must do all my wrongs as right then another one as i, like you, glarringly hid my sight Coffee? Me to myself, suggested Absolutely! as we usually know, a long black one on the go a bit chilly outside so i slipped in my mind hoodie and scarved my visions of you around here, you may have took a turn waving the distance into your own car of time i see them, asking about you the howling wind, the widow park trees of longing and singing in your name, the street,s as they take my feets's hand, while they cheering along, dance, the traffic lights. In the city of your love i spend my day window strolling for your wordily picks hanging out in the small cafes of hope and fancily dinning with dear expectations as high as it gets, i do.. painting it all red, my town of wishes and getting you something special from the universal mall of wait. there! see! they do tell about you, these sidewalk shy roses of ecstasy with my every thought of you, a bloom a bride is my poem with you as your eyes reciting it, groom... perhaps you had here a drink or two the shivering glass in my hand tells as my mouth, your name, bean-spills was it the same darkness? you last time here, with your being, witness.. and Zeroingly, lit! how could it not be the same, the night! Me to myself, suggested... even the moon at me laughed i shrugged and held my love shawl autographed what do they know! that silly sky and n-9 cloud.. i called you in my heart, then aloud... may be tomorrow then.. Me to myself, suggested... seeding my hope hopefully, within as i to the grand lobby rushed in "He might come down for a photo if you can wait" my heart skipped its every beat... i felt the breeze scented your coming, yes! that must be how you smell like and the marbled floor gardens at your spring arrival i slowly turned my head a silent tear off my smiles siege, fled as you came closer to where i am posing with the other woman with the cam and they finally... took the shot.
Small bottles of water arranged in the line of hope waiting to be picked like my flowing verse spilling life into you muted colored buttons released at your fingers tender caress yearning in excess ringtone silent, but the screen keeps popping what next? the noisy texts still hopping without a sound turned on the same page for days, that lost book on the left side, found... like everything in your love, waiting to be around a large cup of dark coffee you share with yourself in a moment out of time will he still be awake...?
and you shut the world off. the crowd cheers as the smile. off me, tears sitting here before a window and staring at your soul. the shutterbugs in your name, begging cargo pants teasingly, shrugging then you, in your own you, cocoon Some fortune candies hiding, in the door pockets that taste after the lil one euphoric joy at your the other night, home coming a silent window staring at your world face some weary thoughts to chase is it mere luck? a beautiful swan you made out of the sad lil duck my verse here for days got stuck... alone with your enchanting mind memories on rewind in that lil allowed time of freedom ahh how lucky is that leather couch holding your wonderland body to where my Alice mind playfully, loves to wonder as wild as tender my every wordily touch if you only knew how much your every little detail is as much if only i can be that warm winter breeze you necessarily breathe as i am, invisible how edible is your flying messy sun hairs crossing the continents of distance right into my sky heart then you moon to the starry flashes for my eyes candy treat a flying kisses fleet sail off my lips dock to your dimpled cheeks if only my stares could speak more than your being poetry a pack of classics waiting to be lit just like every glance of you, my doubts, hit some smoke rings ready to off your lips, dance every pain you romance if only that nagging knee knows at your feet, my road shows, off your Goldengoose steps, whatever your hand grips i would be it so be it as the engine starts and the wheels roll i am on to my land scroll taking off with my dreams drive my heartbeats in your company in your air i will be may be invisible, yes... yet hopefully, still, ...that necessary.
Has it been already a year? since lifetimes ago and coming i have been wishing you in my every breath every heart love and all health and happiness ease of heart and peace of mind i put my loneliest nights on rewind as you on my every darkness, shined healing all the wounds and weaving of my tears, upon my chest a necklace of hope. to my you of you, i used to elope into you i myself of myself , hid to the home i made with you, in my head where we paint our fantasy town red roll the smiles on our faces shed eat the time butter and bread and rest in each others arms warmth bed nursing the moments Our nectar of love as we to it, starve... growing our faith only younger into your eyes, i would find my shelter curl in between your lashes, as you linger and the days blink what do you think? what could be more paradise? that living every time in your heaven eyes, longer... another year of you is on another me in you then, gets reborn perhaps you don't know but as hard as it always gets from you i regain my strength everyday is a struggle to win as i almost lose it and give in you come in your full self attire pull my hand and shake the wire for the blue bird to soar and i can't dare to ask for more but i do... i wish me more of you... just as i more of you, wish you...
may you in the darknesses, to you, prince may you out of the sadnesses, joy may you within your loud silences, sing may you into your golden heart, king may you to your spread arms once, run may you for your every endless night, sun may you in every staring eye, see but a mirror and in every shootout, hear but your name may you into you always hangout, and feel my craziest heartbeats whenever you, a glimpse of you, encounter may you in you, find a shelter and Don the windmills of doubts may you come only at your-self coming and may you never of your coming-self, leave may you Ghalib only of your rhyming hands poetry and Shah Rukh Khan off your soul ink may you of your lips wine only, drink and like me, about you, whenever you breathe this life, think may you about your existence wonderlands, dream may you ice your every pearl of sweat in your honor bet, cream may you become who you are and seem and like me, flow in your own blood river stream for as long as it takes, for my every prayer of love for you, to get in your heart answered.
May you... Meer you of your gentleness, Latif-Fatima you all your tenderness, Lala-Rukh you more strength, Gauri you the patience of solace May you... Aryan you of your grace Suhana you of your radiant beauty and may you AbRam you the innocence, your miraculous being every moment in this life, enchants.
What more to wish you but to wish you more of the you-est you of you warped in my tight hugging arms' ribbons and sealed with your flying kiss signature prose.
Happy Birthday my love... May Allah blesses u with more of u because there is no more blessing than that. Always urs... Ab.
May be I am afraid to meet you Because when I do, when I don't, I stay and never leave I atheistically then believe that the northern wind my lullabies, sings that the sea waves then have wings that the moon speaks and that the sun rays upon your face, have lips. May be I am afraid to meet you because when I do, when I don't, I become too beautiful for sadness I hug you, and time then, stands still the world fades away and our tight arms kiss and love tell may be I am afraid to meet you because when I do, when I don't, I do accept myself I forgive I hold my soul within you as tight because when I do, when I don't, I fight I become but sunlight I rise to my own right I then, fly out of my patience cocoon I colorfully then, butterfly and into your warmth sky, nest what next? may be I am afraid to meet you because when I do, when I don't, I have already all my lifetimes lived they come true, all those dreams I have of u once dreamed they turn into reality all those birthday wishes I to my flickering candles ever wished there would be no more homeless vows for me to in your name, shelter and more hungry stray dogs of hope then for me to in ur name, feed nothing more of this mad world I need when I have once with my flesh heart, your flesh heart, touched God's heavens I see when ur eyes see me when ur lips breathe my name for me to be when I am in ur sigh wind but dancing dust when I find myself at last, Home. May be I am afraid to meet you, because when I do, when I don't, your eloquent hands verse my rhyming fingers into poetry I then Cohen and Auden I Rumi and Shams As your hands Ghalib and Drake when we word shake the promises we never make, my love, we never break they grow in the mustard fields of our faith palms and the mandolin tunes play when your messy hairs at my waiting cheeks, mercilessly sway as hard as my longing and Like your velvet with your-own self- coming shot, soft scattered around my fire gazes, like your gasping heartbeats, at my hunter grips, prey and I heroically surrender to your hairs stares armies of wonder and want Another place then is the place new time is the very same time fate becomes a dear friend and I single-handedly demolish all those "what if" sand castles of lament rainbows of happenings in my eyes swing you do heal in me everything so, may be I am just afraid to meet you because when I do, when I don't, I know I just don't let go may be that is why... if only I could know. if only i would know...
