guilty to survive...

Guilty
With forbidden innocence
Risky
Is your forgiven absence

Terrible
Is the emptiness
Remarkable
Is the unforgiving silence

Unexplained
Are the tears
Entertained
By the fears
Fighting my resistance

Needless
Restless
Pointless
Is the need..

Loneliness
Emptiness
Meaningless
Is the bleed..

Dried is the seed of death
But in the soil of the mess
Grew the weed..
Of the need..

Strong and weak
Ports to seek
Broken dreams
Frozen steams
Moments that revive
And die
In one minute i laugh
And cry..
Helplessly Alive,
With the innocent guilt
Forbidden to live,
Yet only allowed
To survive