I don't celebrate anything anymore but the carnivals of your to my eyes, comings i await your lunar arrivals like the fasting believer awaits his feast crescent every gaze starves me full and leaves me as hungry the ebbs of your absence fall on my aching shoulders of want take at my resistance their toll i drift within my hallucinating tides in defense mode. Ready for your apparition all of a sudden i take my life off stripping every moment without you on the floor of my solitude bare feet, and heartfelt. In the Heavy smoke of my dreams i take a dip drenched in your wined gazing to my verse rib I bathe in your sunlight stare tub rubbed with your every hint petal soaked into the musky aroma of your indirect speech rinsing all my doubts away in a dotted peck that you melodiously send across the wireless universes to my dimpled cheeks starry sky i scent your returns amber drip in your every screaming murmur gliding in my vigorous linger skipping in every dip a beat washed away in the happiness floods of your burning heart laughter sinking my faceless face into your hiding glares purified in the sacred water of your drizzle rising so gracious you are my love you come and bring a whole new world of happenings in a peek, that is just as tender Howling your thunder and lightening my darkest in your storming silence, tempest.
Then I wear your alluring glimpse My branded new dress is your erupted pulse designer, your Chirping Kiss that i pick off your blood rush veins hanger i like to fit into your getting only younger free size scarred skin released from within like a gypsy thought that you finally managed to put into floral words I bloom in between your sealed lips roaming my curved mind hips in a poetic blaze weaved into your timeless maze my blushing lines, boldly hiss as loose as stitched and for my vagabond hair style i ride your rosy arrival for a while clutched and clipped sprinkled in your Aristocratic Oudh and almost ready to celebrate your every festive arrival serving my sweet surrender homemade rhyming cookies and flying you over, my bruises of the soul love pumped balloons. "Together" you said For this year and every coming one locked in your juicy lips and the rose petals of mine Some Bulgarian Vodka and French red wine spilled over the New year's celebration our love kiss fireworks.
In a dark hall, I saw a tiered face happily smile at your sight a wrinkled skin beneath her eyes stretch the love of life, at your arms spread a mischievous sparkle of a beautiful hope drawn at your hands touch i saw happiness in faces that came just for you i saw children of all ages holding their breaths at every fist in your way silent prayers at the flying cars fear it might hit you knowing it won't but still, it's you! I saw hearts raised in eyes breaths held in throats i saw tears running at your sad muscles grips lives dancing at your fingertips on a melody out of their soul i saw it all in a dark hall sitting in my own world with you and your lifetime love story
So Rise the sun in your eyes and the moon spread your wings and hold the sky fly and let them try! they can't ban of your mind a thought. This love you earn this earth you carved with blood and sweat nothing they can shall hurt you or might i heard whistles at your name claps at your every frame i felt your presence in every shivering flesh at the crashing anger of your steps and i touched your feet at that dark hall temple where only blessings are offered in uncounted numbers and Hearts Box Office collection. Your smile beats the pain and when you laugh the world is but an autograph at your dimples flash You may not see them but they watch you you may not know them but they love you just like you do, unconditionally. and then i saw Him on my way in, after a long week of work and no pleasure how many days turned into nights sleepless beneath the life's bread wheel which moments to steal? He whispered to his exhausted self watching a colored poster waving from afar going through the crowd Counting in his hollowed pocket the cash a vision of his loved ones sparkling eyes at the worn out dark hall chairs kept him on his feet advance tickets will soon be at his greet "may be she will finally of her heart, laugh" the man to himself whispered "at the sight of the one man she probably adores, more than me." I saw a boy with his school friends cheering at the action Stunts a group of college girls their dream in your eyes swirls fire sighs at your unbuttoned shirt and when your eyes flirt even the silver screen, went red in our hearts bed we got you covered well warmed and wired let them be you are born just to be and for every life of me i will be there. along with all you inspired into your ecstasy your backbone of love and Full House always at your call, we are your Fan Firewall.
everyday someone new and the one we love is you you are not yours anymore all lines are blurring in your mirror be it a blessing or a shiver trigger ragging ocean or soothing river you weather but never wither like fine wine, the older the better all cliches work for you with much ease, you flow who are you? greeting you sometimes, he waves when he feels your itching after shave on a skin that shreds faces you wear in shadows and glares blue So whomever you that might be reaching out to your sea holding with love, your shore And he who walks by your side not even he you are way beyond your own, thee numbers bow before your endlessly and time, runs after you for a timeless selfie what more do you need? of ecstasy, you just got a seed you pass lives in a flock of smiles roaring your name on a spree crossing universes of eternity some boarded on their dreams birds others just took the skyline leap all on one heart screaming your love in the deep we hear you when you don't talk and when you do, your words, we keep standing tall on the fence of our minds guarding you with each loving thought chirping your loneliness away holding the earth for you to sway spinning along the melodies of your heartbeats and praying in every religion for your happiness Those you couldn't save, have saved you And those you are saving now are but in a long distance flight your love-belts. you touch our lives in ways you can't imagine you only do and we learn how to riding our madness for you the world becomes but a grip in our fists wearing your heart up your scarred sleeve gray hairs in your beard, red rush in your veins the faces are all Gaurav and the names are all the same collecting you in cigarette packs boxes and covering our power walls with your captions keeping you in our tenderness drawers for when the nights get a bit longer for when we hopelessly linger we curl in your eyes quilt and sleep.
I can't call this poetry or may be it is it's just that out of my heart kinda burst like many who couldn't be there in the flesh we know we are soul invited to your everyday more than breathing experience party.
So, tell me what do you do when the longing gets down on you and eats of your every piece anew creeping into your resistance stacks consuming your arrogant guts like snacks and leaving you starving full do you wish you never had to open your eyes for keeping a face so dear that you don't know what it looks like now So far in a dream, so near? do you brush your teeth rhyming a vague tune that may be was composed for her.. and every song lyrics you hum or get dressed only in her words wearing unbuttoned verses tops and worn out prose pair of jeans do you also wear her love? as you leave your hair undefied for her fingers to run the miles before you sleep into its gravity and pulls you through do you also burn your fingers in a cigarette long you forgot you lit? watching her dancing silhouette playfully rising off the mute smoke... do you listen to her loud silence whenever you spoke and in her absence, does your soul choke? do you hold this coffee mug tight as if she would rise on the black spill rhyming into your veins her tune turning your every December into her June right into your heart for phenomenal solace? Do you put together her face out of the puzzle pieces she is to you do you put out the fire of time calling her names nobody understands but you two? Do you ask the streets she never crossed, for her feet? and the roses she never got, for her breath.. Do you fight the demons of distance showing your craving self beyond a pair of blue glares may be she will swim their ocean once and rest in between your shore-lids? do you taste her blood of oblivion whenever you bite your lower lip? this whole of emptiness that never get filled no matter how wide you spread your arms, a spot in the left, aches that line of bittersweet breaks like nothing makes up for her absence nor presence do you roam the late night streets of solitude for her-never been to this town before- footsteps? and keep her always in your plate a love bite? because when its too dark, she is but your light the blindness of your insight and to her blurriness, you are the clarity? do you slide on the curves of her mind hips your fingers of ecstasy as she rides your steel pole of fantasy do you torture hope? the way waiting rapes your patience so you take out your seductive lot and kill her with a shot then die along tell me! do you arrest this stupid tear fleeing in the middle of a loud laugh snuggling it right back into the handcuffs of nostalgia to a touch that you couldn't to your memory, save and a tight hug that your arms only crave and when you are home, do you get for her Homesick? And when you can't live with her nor without mute becomes your shout and screaming, forever your silence do you tell of your sweet lies, only to her, your true? too? do you? Because darling, i helplessly do Infatuated i am, my love... just like you.
In the middle of nowhere i found myself alone with a broken car and a bleeding heart lost in the arms of time He came out of my soul wearing my longing unbuttoned shirt with my tears drops dangling off his skin Wet and ablaze we met in a yearning gaze come closer, His eyes murmured "set my body on the fire
of your love" drunk on his blurring haze i yielded to the burning maze traveling across the galaxies of want He was kneeling into my car, my life strip flashed at the reflection of his hair in the thunderous rain every glance told a story every silence screamed aloud his fingers working on the steel my hands in the air reach for his feel we hugged in a stare rode the stormy night in a glare aware of our heartbeats and of our time, unaware the flesh dance we share and the two bodies melted into one
In the darkness you are my sun only before you i come undone where have you been all my life? the moments with you, are all i could count alive rising in his eyes i fell his arms my home and my words, his spell "By my side, Stay" He said tuck me into the loneliness bed cuddle my anger and despair cradle my fears into your hair nurse this awakened melancholy to sleep and hide me into your bosom as i gently, weep Hold me
in when it rains and Sway for the Time in me to stand still and of you i can always get my refill His Head moaned in my hand as i softly kissed every erupting vein rushing underneath, his blood "Away, i say You take all my pains I Pray, together forever, For every eternity, and a day. If we ever Part in flesh, if we ever may i will never leave you for i am in you all along Our souls are free, and in love.
And in His kingdom of dreams he made me His princess Playing in me his notes of desire shivering in between his lips like the weeping violins of fire down the stairway of his fingers every touch was a step to heaven i closed my eyes in his embrace coming to the front lines of my powerless race His tender grip my nectar drip "You're mine' He whispered, In in his`arms I trembled Breathing life into me, Our Promise is forever, my love, of every eternity, and a day.
